Law of Kindness

January Crafting

2012-01-21T14:50:00.000-08:00

I have fretted, literally, since we stored away the Christmas decorations, because my front door has been NAKED! I put up a "fall" wreath before we ever got to move in - and then, of course the Christmas wreath. But what does a January, or winter wreath look like????

After looking and looking, I decided to go ahead to Valentine's Day. I found the decoration on Pinterest that I loved - but it has taken me two weeks to get the supplies (our town is very small, and even the one nearest us - had nothing). Finally got everything yesterday and last night I went to work.

Voila!

(Notice my turquoise mailbox? It used to be black - I love the pop of color!)

Here is the close-up - I love the ruffly look and the way it feels...

It's not perfect - but it's exactly what I wanted.

Will share my other weekend craft next time!

Blessings!

Listening to the Thunder

2012-01-10T20:37:00.000-08:00

As usual, I just woke up...I've fallen asleep in the recliner...missed the ending of Chopped...who won?
Never mind - it really doesn't matter.

It's raining (pouring) outside and as I sit here, I can hear the train whistle in the distance. It's thundering...that slow, distant rumble...and at times, that crackle that tells you there is lightning somewhere too. Do sounds bring back memories to you? They do to me.

Thunder makes me think of...

My kids coming and crawling into bed with us (when they were small)
Lying in bed at my Grandmother McMahan's (Ma)...in the hot summertime...it was SO dark...crickets (or was it frogs?)chirping...going to the dreaded storm cellar
Watching the night sky for tornadoes when we lived in Denmark, AR
Just loving a steady summer rain
The 12" snow we got in Batesville the year Cary was born...how it thundered!
It's the "angels bowling"...it is "God giving us water"...all the things I used to tell my children when they were afraid...singing Philippians 4:8

Listening to the thunder, I'm reminded of those who have no home...or who are cold and wet...or hungry...or in despair...or lonely. I am so blessed.

Christmas Musings

2011-12-27T17:51:00.000-08:00

Just some thoughts as Christmas comes to an end:

This was one of the best ever. All our children and grandchildren were here - spent the night too! Alex said, "I bet it's been 25 years since everyone was here overnight." He's right.

The Lord gave us a bigger house - and everyone has been so excited to be able to come to Granny and Papa's for the first time in 4 years. Thanksgiving was wonderful - and Christmas was even better. We had every couch full, all the little kids' cots, the daybed and trundle, 3 blow-up beds, and even some of the recliners - then the 4 biggest grandsons slept on the living room rug after having an xbox marathon until 3 a.m.

Jill noticed that Chris was trying to win an IPad and asked if we would like to all go together and surprise him with one. Of course, we did and we could all hardly wait until we could watch him open it. Priceless. He was "blown away".

Homemade waffles for breakfast (except Jackson and Millie who ate Fruity Pebbles). Warmed up left-overs for lunch. Then everyone stayed as long as they could and one by one left during the day. Made the usual "let-down" after Christmas so much less!

Our friend and in-law...Gerry's dad, Gerald, went home to be with Jesus Christmas morning. How our hearts ache for Gerry, Sheila, Chad and Wendy - and all the family. Our grandsons were somber when they first arrived and red-eyed. We know they are all heartbroken... but Gerald? He is whole, happy and rejoicing with all those in heaven. Again, someone will be meeting our little April before we do. I get teary every time I think on it all.

There are many things we cannot understand, but this I know - God is good. He is faithful. His Word stands forever. We are counting on it!

And two months later...

2011-11-02T05:18:00.000-07:00

Here I am again. I don't know where the past two months have gone. That's one thing about time...it passes...and then it's forever gone. Our life is kind of on hiatus right now. Everything has come to a little bit of a standstill. Jay had 5 bypasses in his heart 2 weeks ago today. He is doing so well, and I have become his nurse. It's a privilege to do so. I can tell how he is by what he focuses on. At first, he was in so much pain - he didn't focus on anything else, naturally. Now, his leg has begun to get some of his attention. I know his boredom will be next!

God is so good. We are trying to listen and see what He wants to show us about Himself during this "down" time.

One blessing in all this is that we've gotten to see our children and grandchildren a whole lot MORE! I have laughed more in the past two weeks than in a long time. Our youngest grandchildren are 2, 2 and almost 4 and what a hoot! So funny...a delight. Our children are awesome. I've always known it, and they just prove it over and over again. They are showing their parents how much they love us...and "requiting" us above and beyond their raising, believe me.

The outpouring of prayer on Jay's behalf has also been amazing. This is why he is doing so well. Our church family has been so faithful to pray, bring food and send cards...some 3 and 4 times! They are taking care of us.

We praise God for His love...His mercy that is new every morning...His grace that enables us. How can we keep from praising His Name? We are SO blessed.

Pour Out

2011-08-31T06:27:00.000-07:00

Do you ever feel guilty for talking so much when you are in your prayer time? I often struggle to listen, I'm so busy talking! My K-Love verse this morning...

O my people, trust in him at all times. Pour out your heart to him, for God is our refuge.
~ Psalm 62:8, NLT

There it is...straight from the Word. Pouring out my heart to Him is not a bad thing...in fact, He tells me to do it! It shows where my trust is...Who I am depending upon...where my refuge is.

So, just pour out your heart. He loves to hear us. He loves to answer us. He is our refuge.

Thank You, Father!

NO PRAYER

2011-08-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

As I drove to work this morning, I listened to K-Love as always - singing
along and praising the Lord. At the appointed time, the news came on. I
admit I was "hearing", not necessarily "listening", until the newscaster began
sharing about the upcoming 9-11 memorial service to be held in NYC.
She shared that this year, there will be no prayer at the service. Let me
repeat that...NO PRAYER. Suddenly, my ears perked up and I was
listening. They do not want to offend any of the participating clergy...so
NO PRAYER this year. There will be spiritual readings (whatever that
means) but NO PRAYER.

I remember well 9-11. Have you seen the newspaper ads that ask,
"Where were you on 9-11?" I'm sure you, like me, can recite exactly
where you were and every detail of that day. 9-11 is what we call a
"life-changing" event. Everything in our world changed that day.

The Sunday following 9-11, there were strangers in our service at church.
There were scared folks...people wanting us to baptize their babies (we don't
do this by the way)...people seeking comfort, peace, and security. It is not
strange that they turned to the church...that as a nation we cried out to GOD!
For a few weeks, maybe months people looked to God.

Another familiar statement you hear and read is, "NEVER FORGET". This
morning I realized that as a nation, we have forgotten. We have forgotten
Who our Source is...we have forgotten only God can give us true peace and
security. We have forgotten how we cried out to Him in our national distress.
We have forgotten the lesson of 9-11.

We are more concerned with offending men, than with offending the God of
the Universe - our Creator - the "one with whom we have to do." My heart
hurts and is so heavy with this realization. God may have allowed 9-11 as our
wake-up call...to bring our nation back to Him...our last chance.

We have forgotten. NO PRAYER. Sad...sad.

New Things

2011-07-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

I didn't look up the reference, but in scripture God says He will do a "new" thing. Lately, it seems every day or so, I've been struck with the thought or idea of God doing a new thing. I know God loves variety, He planned individuality. He has made every person unique and I believe every animal and plant - every living thing has it's own individuality. Even the stars are unique and He calls them by name! So, I know He likes "different".

We, on the other hand, like "same" - to some degree. Same means we know what to expect. Same means no surprises. Same means comfort and security. We seem to carry this desire for "same" into everything God does as well.

God is always working - do you believe that? I do. Yet, I don't always see or know where He is working. Maybe one reason I can't see Him, is because He is doing something "NEW"! What a concept that is.
When someone believes they are following the Lord's direction and they try to do something "new" - too often the response of those around them is negative. Why? I'm not positive, but I fear it is simply because we like "same".

I am beginning to understand that God does new things all the time. A church is planted and if they experience any measure of success...they write a book and everyone rushes out to do exactly what they did. What if God is wanting to something "new" in every single church? Oh my. That would mean we would have to communicate with Him and listen for His leading. We might look different...do something different than anyone else in the whole world. We might have to exercise faith, believe God for something we've never seen before.

We have a new thing happening in our family right now. Jill and Alex went through infertility and in-vitro to have Amelia 2+ years ago. Well, this time - God decided to do something "new" - He blessed them with a pregnancy all on their own - quickly - no outside help this time!

I am praying that God will open my eyes...open my ears...help me to hear His leading - I want Him to do something "new" in my life and in my church...I invite Him to use me!

Blessings!
Belinda

Let Faith Arise

2011-07-25T08:08:00.000-07:00

I come to this page fairly often, look at the date and think, "Man, I need to post something!" I think a minute, and then say to myself, "Nah, I don't have anything worthwhile to say."

I write for another blog now as well, a commitment that takes priority over writing for this. Today, I am going to share my other post...

Let Faith Arise

I receive a daily scripture in email from K-Love radio every day. I saved this one and have read it several times this week:

For our present troubles are small and won't last very long.

Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them
and will last forever! (2 Corinthians 4:17, NLT)

I am so thankful for the promises God makes to us in His word! These are the thoughts that thrill me to my core…that I cling to when trouble comes:

· No matter how big my trouble seems…God says it is small.
· My present trouble…is temporary!
· This is the big one…this trouble will bring glory for me…Glory!
· This glory is eternal.

Chris Tomlin recently penned these lyrics:

“Be still, there is a Healer
His love is deeper than the sea
His mercy, it is unfailing
His arms a fortress for the weak

Let faith arise
Let faith arise

I lift my hands to believe again

You are my Refuge, You are my Strength
As I pour out my heart
These things I remember
You are faithful God, forever
Let faith arise...”

When any trouble comes, we will flounder if our faith does not rise up within us. Faith arises as we remember and choose to believe the promises God has made. Hide His Word within Your heart so when trouble comes and you pour out your heart to Him - you will not spend one moment in doubt, or fear, or distress. The Holy Spirit will bring His Word to mind and you can choose to let your faith arise!

Blessings!

Belinda

Married to the Ministry

2011-07-05T10:29:00.000-07:00

I saw a title just now, Married to the Ministry. I am praying for those words of wisdom that describe my blog right now.

I am married to this guy...

and this one...

Ah, yeah ... this is that preacher fellow, the minister. He wears many "hats", as do I. He works hard, plays hard, preaches hard...strives to be there for his church members.

When one is "married" to the ministry, what does that mean?

Ministry comes before me...therefore, I am not important?
Ministry belongs to my spouse...not to me?
Ministry takes all our time...I'd rather be doing something else?
Ministry causes disappointments...it hurts?
Ministry puts me in a proverbial fishbowl...I have no privacy?

I'm not sure exactly what the problem is, but "Married to the Ministry" has a negative feeling to me.

When God called Jay into ministry...He called me as well. No, we are not co-pastors - this makes me
smile...almost laugh out loud. Sometimes I feel like a co-pastor. Ministry can be very lonely, especially
for the minister. I belong to Jesus, just like Jay does. I have a calling, just like Jay does. God knew
what He was doing when He called US to ministry. We are in it - together.

Finding one's place in ministry is not always easy. Sometimes there are preconceived notions of what
the minister's wife is and what she does or does not do. Years ago, our pastor's wife told me, "My
job is to take care of the preacher."  That's a good starting point for the minister's wife.

We must set boundaries...limits. We must set aside family time.  Ultimately it's like everything in life -
we have to have balance.  I believe if I do what Jesus asks me to do, there is enough time to do it.
When I am out of balance...the things I'm passionate about can take over...and other things suffer.
When I take on things Jesus hasn't asked me to do...my time gets out of whack. When I surrender
to the opinions of others, I can be doing lots of things I am not supposed to be doing.   That is not
the fault of "ministry" - that is my fault.

Conversely, ministers must also set boundaries and limits. Ministers need time off, family time...even
sabbaticals. Carrying the load of others' lives and problems is particularly exhausting. There is
tremendous responsibility in leading and teaching others the Word of God. Some ministers are simply
work-a-holics and they would be if they were CEO's or engineers or mechanics. That again is not
the fault of ministry.

So, just for the record, this preacher's wife is Married to the Minister.

Blessings!
Belinda

A Thousand Words

2011-06-24T06:58:00.000-07:00

Kandace, Amelia, Millie, Jackson....the joy of grandchildren.

Children Learn What They Live

2011-05-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

This is a once commonly found poem written by Dorothy Law Nolte, Ph.D and copyrighted in
1972. I remember seeing it often, usually in poster form. It always made me stop and evaluate
myself. I was often found "lacking" and I would vow to do better. You may remember it, or it
may well be "before your time". Take a quick read...

If children live with criticism, they learn to condemn.

If children live with hostility, they learn to fight.

If children live with fear, they learn to be apprehensive.

If children live with pity, they learn to feel sorry for themselves.

If children live with ridicule, they learn to feel shy.

If children live with jealousy, they learn to feel envy.

If children live with shame, they learn to feel guilty.

If children live with encouragement, they learn confidence.

If children live with tolerance, they learn patience.

If children live with praise, they learn appreciation.

If children live with acceptance, they learn to love.

If children live with approval, they learn to like themselves.

If children live with recognition, they learn it is good to have a goal.

If children live with sharing, they learn generosity.

If children live with honesty, they learn truthfulness.

If children live with fairness, they learn justice.

If children live with kindness and consideration, they learn respect.

If children live with security, they learn to have faith in themselves and in those about them.

If children live with friendliness, they learn the world is a nice place in which to live.

Children DO learn what they live. God places them in homes to be formed and molded. His plan
is for godly parents to nurture and train them to love and serve Him - that is our purpose in this
life.

Unfortunately, we parents have our own issues. We get off track...forget our purpose as parents.
When this happens, we begin to teach our children that other things are most important...

baseball
popularity
cheerleading
jobs and careers
MONEY
success
popularity
physical beauty
entertainment
recreation
golf

Children learn that we're too busy. They see what is important to us...and that's what they learn.
We can't fool them.

Bill Gothard taught that the one thing parents desire is to be proud of their children...and the one
thing children desire from their parents - approval.

This is my favorite picture this week...

I LOVE it... my granddaughter, Amelia, playing the piano with me. Old, wrinkled, thin-skinned, age spotted hands - with tiny, perfect, soft as silk - sweet baby hands.

I find we want to just "tell" our children what to do most of the time. But God says to "bring your children up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord". We are pretty good at admonishing...teaching/telling. But nurturing has the idea of teaching by DOING with. We are teaching our children by everything we do...they are listening...they are watching. We have the opportunity to show them Christ's love 24/7, in fact...we are called to do so. Our children are our #1 priority in ministry. The old "quality" time is what is important will not cut it. Our children need quality quantity time to be nurtured for the Lord.

The truth is our children will learn how to make a living, they'll make it. But they will not learn how
TO LIVE unless they are taught and that is our job - given to us by God. They are HIS inheritance
to us, the only eternal thing we have in this life.

Amelia has been here at my house for a couple of days. She gets up and immediately, and I mean
IMMEDIATELY starts playing. Why? Why do children love to play? They learn through playing.
They play house, they carry babydolls, they play cars, they build with blocks, they sing ....they build skills and learn as they play. Children need to learn by doing along-side the loving, guiding hands of their parents and grandparents. This is nurturing. Oh yes, as the Granny - I have a part in this training too!

"Lord, remind me that my grandchildren also learn what they live. When they come to Granny and Papa's, help me nurture and give my attention. Remind me to guide wisely and show them our love and devotion to You. They are learning what they live."

What Does One Do Without Family?

2011-05-14T18:12:00.000-07:00

What does one do without family?

I saw two men today in two different locations on Interstate 55...walking...carrying all their belongings...seeking a ride. I looked and my heart cried. I thought, "Do they have no family?"

When in trouble...what does one do without family?

When heart-broken...what does one do without family?

I cannot imagine. I hope I never know.

"Lord, help me demonstrate Your love and family to those who have none. Help me never to take for granted the wonderful family You've given to me."

Faith is...

2011-04-26T14:29:00.000-07:00

This is the title of a wonderful little book I was first introduced to years ago (it appears to be out of print now). It has been speaking to me lately, so I think I will share it little by little, until led otherwise.

Faith is...
The conviction of realities I cannot see or feel.

On this page in my little book, I have added Hebrews 11:1. We walk by faith, not by sight. We walk by faith, not by feelings. Often in the Psalms, David cries out regarding all he "feels"...but then he always speaks truth to himself (and to us) regarding what "is". I feel lost and undone. The truth, the reality, is - God is holding me in His hand...He is in control...He is ABLE...He has a plan for me...it will be accomplished.

True faith believes in real things that cannot be seen or even felt - on God's Word - it is enough.

Safeguarding Your Marriage

2011-04-25T14:07:00.001-07:00

This are not my words, this time. I am re-directing you here:

http://adashofhumblepie.blogspot.com/search/label/marriage

This lady says it better than I could - the truth and the way and the light...

The Sisters Cafe blog

2011-04-25T11:00:00.000-07:00

I am blogging about another food blog I view regularly - The Sisters Cafe. It is 5 sisters and their mom - beautiful photos of delicious looking food. I thoroughly enjoy. Give-away this week is 3 cookbooks!

The Whole Earth

2011-04-14T17:05:00.000-07:00

"...is full of His glory" - according to Psalms. A beautiful rainbow...a flaming sunset...a breathtaking sunrise...a newborn babe's cry - glorious.

Today these are blooming in my "new" yard...

and my very own roses...

and my sweet hostas (planted myself!!!!)...

Just another way God's glory fills the earth...thank you, Lord.

Party Planning

2011-04-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

Well, this post is to enable me to enter a give-away! Yay!!! Although, I've entered many and to date have only won one time - ever. But that's okay.

I have not planned many parties, I must admit. I am not a lover of birthday parties - never like them for myself, so my poor children didn't have many. But I have planned many events for church and women's ministry.

I confess planning a party or an event can be very stressful. What if no one comes? What if more come than I've prepared for? What is there isn't enough food? ???? It seems it is common to question oneself almost to the point of insanity.

The last thing I have planned was a Ladies Brunch for the women in our church.
I love for a party or event to make those attending feel very special. That means the food needs to be excellent, the decorations as beautiful as possible, and the program lift them up in some way.

Our theme was "A Woman's Armor" using an apron to represent the armor.

My daughter-in-law, Sara, had vases, flowers and scarves for the table decor. Simple, but elegant. My color theme was black, white w/hot pink. I found black and white plates and used hot pink napkins. I used couple dress forms which I "dressed" in adorable aprons - that and some ferns were the room decor.

My daughter, Joy, came.

She demonstrated simple recipes to serve in your home - and spoke about using your home for hospitality and the importance of holiness. We made sure everyone had a copy of the recipes too.

We served Spinach Quiche, Fruit K-bobs, and Blueberry Scones with Sunshine Punch, Coffee and Tea. The food was wonderful!

Door prizes - aprons, cookbooks, candles - made the morning complete!

I Hate the Devil

2011-04-03T12:51:00.000-07:00

I hate the devil. He's a lowdown, dirty, lying, destructive skunk.
He never quits - never gives up.

I hate how he deceives people.

Whenever churches start to grow...whenever good things happen - he never fails
to show up, stir up and move our focus to whatever bad thing he might have
going on.

I hate that he always finds willing helpers...good folks who do not realize who
they are listening to.

The Bible says we must exercise our senses so we will be able to discern, to be
able to tell the difference between good and evil. We must have daily doses of the Word,
so we will know untruth when we hear it...so we will know who is speaking to us.
I hate the devil!

"Lord, help me to discern Your voice...to know when the enemy is trying to use me...to
guard my heart, my mind...and my lips. "

Long Time, No Write

2011-03-27T12:02:00.000-07:00

I go through these "spells" where I come to post, and I feel like I have nothing to say, no thought - nada.

Today though, I decided to share a little of what's going on with this dynamic duo - Jay and Me! We are in the midst of remodeling a house the Lord allowed us to buy at the very end of November. December, January and most of February were the demolishing stage. Every time we thought we had found the last problem, another would arise - until we ended up with an empty house - literally. In some places we were even down to the studs. Not our original plan I assure you!

In February we also had cold, cold weather and Jay got sick. Then I got sick. Then Jay got sick again. Then I got sick again. I have become more thankful than ever for antibiotics, which I have rarely had to take in my lifetime. We are now on the mend.

Two weekends ago, four of our children, their spouses and children came for a work-day - hallelujah! Jay was able to help, but I was still not well - so my job was feeding them all. It had been a long time since I've cooked for them all and I wondered if I still knew how. It was such a blessing to prepare meals and have them come in starving and chow down. My daughter in law - Sara - and Jill, my daughter - helped me.
Plus I got to enjoy the grandchildren!

Jayna and Waylon raked out entire yard - about 5 years worth of leaves, at the least. Tony worked at changing out/updating our receptacles and switches. Chris, Cary and Alex painted all the ceilings and 3 rooms - priming the rest. It was like a shot in the arm to us.

This weekend, we have hung all the upper cabinets in the kitchen, starting the beadboard installation in the kitchen, and I painted the 2 front bedrooms. Jay says under his breath every time we leave, " there's 1000 things to do in this house" - LOL! It's true, but we are working on it.

Here's a little preview...

Corner bedroom - painted - check!

Kitchen niche - new upper cabinet hung - check!

It's alot like what God has been doing in my heart for almost 36 years...
remodeling...changing....updating....renewing - making me more like
Him little by little.

Second Batch

2011-03-25T04:13:00.000-07:00

We are blessed with six children. They are all 2 to 2 1/2 years apart - but somehow, it
was like 2 batches, the first 3 and the second 3. It's happening again!!! We are having
our grandchildren in batches. Chris, Joy and Jayna have children who are teens and tweenies.
And now we're are enjoying the 'second batch'!

Here they are!!

Millie (16mo), Amelia (17mo), Jackson (3), Joylyn (5)

And here is Kandace (2)

What a treasure! What a heritage of the Lord!

Can you tell by looking what characters they are?????

I laugh just looking at those faces.

The Best Kind of Tired

2011-02-14T16:47:00.000-08:00

February is only half over, but it seems like it's been a busy month! We've had beautiful snow...

This is our new house...in the snow.

Each year on Valentine's Day, I take some sort of treat to all our widows and singles. I have yet to find them all at home, but I try! This year I made strawberry cupcakes with cream cheese icing...and a chocolate heart on top!

This is one thing I just love to do...

And this past weekend, was our church valentine banquet. I got to do the food and while I had some anxious moments (will there be enough...will the everything go as I've planned?) it was all perfect.

Decor by Janet Hendrix

My homemade truffles at each place.

My new favorite...twice baked potatoes...they were the best!

Melinda and Vicky helped me on Saturday and I must admit by the end of the night, we were pooped! But it's the best sort of tired...when you've made others feel loved and pampered in some little way. I am the one who is blessed!

Right on Time

2011-02-09T14:20:00.000-08:00

We are having a family crisis right now - and we are all clinging to the Word knowing that He is our strength, our comfort, our hope! Crisis bring out our fears. Job said, "the thing I greatly feared has come to pass", as the news of the death of his children was brought to him.

Abraham and others are listed in Hebrews 11, the Hall of Faith. He is described as the one who "believed God and it was counted to him - righteousness". What is believing God? It is faith...in what He says.

God told Abraham in Genesis that his "seed" would be a stranger in a land that was not theirs...that they would be slaves there and that after 400 years, He would deliver them. I marked that passage.

Then last night I come to Exodus 12: 40-41: "Now, the sojourning of the children of Israel, who dwelt in Egypt, was four hundred and thirty years. And it came to pass at the end of four hundred and thirty years, even the selfsame day it came to pass, that all the hosts of the Lord went out from the land of Egypt."

For this to happen, God first had to allow His people to move to Egypt...to be put into bondage...to suffer. But He never forgot them...He was with them and at the exact time - He delivered them. Not just any day, but the exact self-same day - four hundred thirty years to the day, that they went into Egypt!

Yes, we are being tested. We are hurting and afraid. We don't know what is ahead. But we do know this - we are not alone, He is right here with us...He is in control...and He will act in accordance with His will...right on time!

We Are So Blessed

2011-02-08T21:40:00.000-08:00

This is my song in the night...tonight....
We are so blessed
by the gifts from Your hand
We just can't understand
why You love us so much

We are so blessed
we just can't find the way
Or the words that can say
Thank you, Lord, for Your touch

When we're empty, You fill us
'til we overflow
When we're hungry, You feed us
and cause us to know

We are so blessed
Take what we have to bring
take it all, everything
Lord, we love You so much!

We are so blessed
By the things You have done
For the victories we've won
and what You've brought us through

We are so blessed
Take what we have to bring
Take it all everything
Lord, we bring it to You!

Lord, we are SO blessed. You are so good.
We praise Your Holy Name.

Why is choosing paint colors so hard? Part 2

2011-02-06T11:49:00.000-08:00

Well, I have to take back all my words...my complaints. I went back a few days after painting my two test walls - and lo and behold - I LOVE my bedroom paint! It looks EXACTLY the way I thought it would...exactly like the paint chip.

The jury is still out on the living room. It is like the paint chip...I think the disconnect is in my head - figuring out exactly what I want. But, I believe I will use it.

LOL! Life is good.

Reflection

2011-02-03T13:30:00.000-08:00

My thoughts are rather jumbled today. I'm hoping I can straighten them out by writing them down.

I'm thinking about how God made us each unique. How He made us just the way we are. And how He loves us unconditionally. He tells us to loves each other the same way and to forgive as He has forgiven and continues to forgive us!

Here's the rub. We are sinners. We are flawed. The fact that God made us the way we are...and that He loves us unconditionally - does NOT give us the right to stay the way we are. Jesus died and rose again to give us the power to change...into His image, to reflect Him to those around us.

So, what does it say when we are not changed, when we continue to stay as flawed as we were to begin with? We even cop out with, "Well, God made me this way."   I have come to believe God gets the most glory when a flawed human is changed through the power of His Spirit. No one can deny it when someone is truly changed - when someone begins to act like and look more like Jesus - because it is something we can never do on our own.

I cannot continue to act badly and expect you to just love me anyway. Can I? I can't use that old - "I'm only human" excuse any longer.   I can't expect God to be pleased with me (He never stops loving me) if I refuse to be obedient and hear Him when He points out those areas I need changed or if I do not allow His Spirit to work in my heart.

It starts with renewing our minds through His Word. I am not likely to even see my true reflection...unless I look into His Word. It is easy to deceive myself, or compare myself with someone else, and think I'm looking pretty good! I do not naturally think like God thinks...I do not see those bad spots that others see.   And face it, all others can see is what I say and do...the expression on my face...my attitude - they cannot see my heart, but God does. Jesus was very plain about everything we say and do coming straight from our hearts.

Lord, help me to see my reflection...to repent and depend on Your Spirit to change me...so that Your reflection will be seen when others look at me.

Why is choosing paint colors so hard????

2011-01-31T15:08:00.000-08:00

Why? Why can't they come up with a way to show you exactly what paint will look like on your wall? I am far from being color-blind. I can tell the variations of color quite well. I even know what I want on my wall. But somewhere between what is in my head...and what is on that color chip - there's a definite disconnect.

Somehow what is on that chip, doesn't end up in the can. And what is in the can, doesn't end up on the wall. What's the deal?

The person who can solve this dilemma - might become a millionaire - strike that - a billionaire!

Continuing the Journey

2011-01-04T03:08:00.000-08:00

Who would have ever thought we would see 2011? It seems only yesterday that we were about to enter the world of 2000 and everyone was terrified of what might happen...computers might not work...food must be hoarded...funny stuff now. Yet here we are.

For me, 2010 had some major happenings...

My Daddy went home with the Lord - February
Cary's family moved to New Madrid, only 1 hour away - April
God called me to lead worship - May
My brother and I discovered a new relationship built on Christ and His Word - all year
God allowed us to buy a house - a "fixer-upper" - November
Living Bethlehem 2010, Jesus Saves! - December

My Daddy was a rock...he was there if I needed him. It already seems as if he's been

gone for years and it hasn't been one full year yet. Whenever I am surprised by a picture of him, it takes my breath away - I think, "There's Daddy!" and immediately, "He's gone."

We'd spent 2 years here, at least 3 hours from most of our children and grandchildren. Then God placed Cary in New Madrid, Missouri. Now we have someone close by...and we get to see them pretty often. It hasn't made me miss our other 5 children and their families any less, but it has removed a little of the loneliness of our family being away from us.

Probably the most impacting event of all...God called me to lead worship. Not something I've dreamed of doing...not something I'm particularly comfortable doing...yet - what I was made to do. I am still not skilled at it...I am still growing and developing...I still struggle to stay close, closer, closest to Him knowing I cannot do it. But hearing Him call me...priceless. I still can't believe it - me? now? here? It is probably without a doubt the hardest thing I've ever attempted to do.

Then there's my brother - Dear Kevin (with wife, Sandi) - what an amazing person! I can't begin to tell you how he has grown in the Lord this year. Proof positive that we can know the Lord as well as we want to! He has become a spiritual giant in a few short months...well versed in scripture...wise in the truth...willing to follow the Lord into ministry...my strong support and encourager. What a blessing!

Then, this is most likely the most trying while most exciting thing - a house! We had very little time in December to work on it, so that has started in earnest in 2011. I am a mass of aching muscles and stiff, sore hands - what a "wuss"! It is a typical remodel so far - everything that can go wrong, has - and everytime we think we've found the last problem, another one arises! I will share more as we go along on this adventure God has given to us.

And lastly on this particular list - Living Bethlehem 2010, Jesus Saves! I am continually amazed at what God can do when His people come together. Men who work against all odds to make fireworks come off at an exact moment in time (while keeping fields from catching on fire - LOL)...couples who haul animals back and forth every night...folks who brave extreme cold for hours 3 nights in a row, in order to share the love and salvation offered by Jesus Christ...ladies who sew for months and months, taking to heart every single costume...those who built (and re-built) the village, put together gifts, mix up hot cocoa, bake cookies, pretzels, and bread...those who register and serve and park cars...who hand out candy canes...it is a never ending list. How my heart is changed from this one event.

My Encouragement for Today talked about the 30 some odd parables told by our Lord. She talked about how His stories depicted everyday life...everyday happenings. You know - death...children moving...new areas of ministry...all the feelings we have, the people in our lives - those are all ordinary and everyday things.

The Dictionary of Biblical Imagery, "We come to realize that it is in the everyday world of sowing and eating and dealing with family members that people make the great spiritual decisions and that God's grace works."

Stephen Covey, "We are not human beings on a spiritual journey, but spiritual beings on a human journey."

I've only listed a few things here. There is no way to recount every wonderful thing of this past year...my wonderful praise team...my family...my mom...my friends.

One of my brother's favorite sayings is, "Loving the journey", as he experiences walking with the Lord and trusting Him in every area.

Who knows what 2011 will bring? We've been placed in this life to live it...by His grace, in His will, through His Holy Spirit. My new saying is going to be, "Continuing the journey..."

God's Forever Plan

2010-12-21T06:46:00.000-08:00

(Painting above by Brian Jekel)

This morning I was reading Luke 2:21-52...the focus was on the faithfulness of Simeon and Anna to wait for the Christ to appear. But the verses that grabbed my attention are part of the blessing given by Simeon:

"For mine eyes have seen Thy salvation

which Thou hast prepared before the face of all people;

A light to lighten the Gentiles, and the glory of Thy people, Israel."

verses 30-32

I am fairly certain the few folks who do read this blog...are Gentiles. God's forever plan - hallelujah - was to send light to the Gentiles....US! We were never an afterthought, or something God thought up later on when He saw what a mess we were.

This may not excite you, but it never fails to thrill my soul!

Thank You, Lord for your forever plan to redeem ALL mankind...every nation, tongue, tribe.

Happy, Holy Christmas to you all!

Jesus Saves

2010-12-17T06:05:00.000-08:00

Last year we began presenting a living Bethlehem village, following Mary and Joseph on their journey to the manger. Our first village was Once Upon a Holy Night...it was an unbelievable experience for our church. This year we were led to attempt to present Jesus Saves, a song written by Travis Cottrell.

Here are a few highlights...

The village begins to take shape (doesn't look very impressive, does it)...

Jake begins the story and tour...David (soldier on the right) is about to read the decree saying "all the world
must be taxed..."

Our guests "shopping" (everything is free!)...

Joseph pays his taxes...

Turned away at the Inn...

Shepherds at the manger..."humblest hearts adore Him"...

Wise men..."the wisest bow before Him"...

"It is done will shout the cross, Christ has paid redemption's cost..."

"...the empty tomb declaring - Jesus Saves!"

(Angel of the Lord rolling stone away - hard to see the flashing light and fog rolling)

"God is making all things new..."

"all the saints will shout together"..."the redeemed will sing forever!"....

Sky "alive with praise"...

Hebrews says that God inhabits the praise of His people. All I can say is...when you
exalt the Savior - God is pleased! We sang Jesus Saves 19 times and it never grew
old.

Our ladies sewed and designed costumes for months...free gifts were made, wrapped, bagged
and prepared and all the items given - from hot chocolate and cookies, to shop gifts - were
donated by our people. One couple arranges for our live animals; and then they
transport them back and forth to the village every night.

The men built the village and a storm came through and blew it away. They went out
the very next day and built it again. They designed and figured out every technical aspect,
including fireworks this year - which were timed precisely to coordinate with the song.
Amazing.

For months we prayed for moderate temperatures, dry weather, good health - and for
those who would come. While we prayed that others' lives would be touched and changed
after this experience - we discovered that we are the ones who are most changed every year.
We receive the greatest blessing.

Living Bethlehem 2010 - Jesus Saves is past. LB 2009 was great and we doubted 2010
could be better...but it was! Now we are praying and anticipating what God has for us
for Living Bethlehem 2011!

What makes a good blog?

2010-12-15T20:13:00.000-08:00

Here it is...someone who consistently blogs. Simple, huh. No one wants to read the same old post over and over again. If one goes to a blog and it hasn't changed in say...weeks or months...one ceases to go there!
So, what do you do when you have nothing to say...or no pictures to illustrate? I have no answer.
I'm going to try to do better. It will be my new year's resolution.

Blooming Reminder

2010-12-02T10:43:00.000-08:00

My Daddy went home to be with Jesus on February 2 of this year...it seems like years and years ago most of the time. But I have this...

This African violet was in an arrangement sent to Daddy's funeral. This is the third time it has bloomed

since February 2nd. Every time it blooms, I am reminded...

My Daddy lives....in heaven
Life goes on
There is beauty around me all the time
My heavenly Father loves me enough to give me this sweet reminder
I will see my Daddy again one day!

I am not a "green thumb" person...I am usually more of a black thumb-er. Yet, this plant continues

to live and thrive...my personal blooming reminder.

Win a New Blog Design

2010-11-19T19:20:00.000-08:00

Take a look see at:

http://www.littlesailordesignblog.blogspot.com/

Christmas China Give-away

2010-11-17T20:28:00.000-08:00

Check out the awesome giveaway...Stonegable is listed in my blog roll at the right.

Beautiful Christmas china...enter (but I'm hoping I win!)

No Pretending...

2010-11-16T03:12:00.000-08:00

As children, we learn to pretend. Having an imagination is a wonderful thing. My children loved to "play" (their word for pretend) church, or school, or bank. They loved to make mud pies...hand out
play money. That is healthy and right and good.

But...

This morning my K-Love scripture made me stop and think about pretending:

"Don't just pretend to love others. Really love them. Hate what is wrong. Hold tightly to what is good.: ( Romans 12:9, NLT )

Do I just pretend to love others? What does that look like?

Maybe, if I have a hidden agenda? An ulterior motive???
What if I really do not feel love...but to your face - I "pretend" love?
Whenever I put myself first

"Really love them..." From God's Word, I've learned a couple of things about love:

Love acts. I can give without loving...but it is impossible to love without giving. I can say I love you...if I do...my actions will show it. (like sending Bit-o-Honey - LOL) Love ACTS.
Love is a choice. We are commanded to love: our spouses, one another, the Body of Christ, our enemies. If God commands me to do something...I make a choice to obey or not. Love is not just a feeling...it is a choice - a commitment.

You know it's a funny thing, but if we start choosing to love, and act in true loving ways...we begin to feel that love.

"Really"...how can I really love?

Pay attention
Look for ways to demonstrate my love
Really, is also an intensifier...going above and beyond
Examine my motives...often

If you keep the context...to hate what is wrong...that would mean pretending to love is wrong and we should hate "pretend love"; and really loving...is good...and we should cling to that, pursue that, make it our goal!

Do we "really" love or are we just pretending?

With God's grace, no more pretending for me...

Starfish Jewelry Give-Away

2010-11-04T12:21:00.000-07:00

Here's another give-away...at Dreamy Whites...

http://dreamywhites.blogspot.com/

She's giving away a silver necklace from Starfish....

Disheroon give-away!

2010-11-01T13:58:00.001-07:00

My friend Rebekah is doing a give-away...go check it out!

http://thedisheroons.blogspot.com/

Random

2010-10-30T06:07:00.000-07:00

Haven't written in awhile. Haven't had much to say...

Pictures that say it all...

Amelia...after 4 shots. Poor sweetheart. How does one even imagine what she's thinking?
No one has ever hurt her..."why are they hurting me?"
She looks heartbroken and my heart breaks every time I see this. I think it's the face in the hand.

Millie and Amelia...at Amelia's first birthday. Millie's first birthday is next
Saturday! Future best friends?

No picture, but yesterday I asked the Lord to show me who He wanted me to minister
to. In a couple of hours, my phone rang...a teary voice...can you come? I hurried.
Listened...hugged...loved...shared scripture that comforts and encourages me. Thank You, Lord.
I was blessed.

My sweet brother calls our Father, "The Great Choreographer". We have been trying to
pay more attention to all the ways our Father works in our life every day.
Circumstancial? Nope.
Accidental? Not likely.
God is always moving and working and orchestrating people and events.
Why?...to change me...to bring glory to Himself.

Random? Are you kidding me?

Blessings to you!

Priceless

2010-10-15T12:34:00.000-07:00

I know we've all seen the commercials listing things purchased and then the final thing, such as time with your child...priceless.

The ages of our grandchildren range from 17 years down to 11 months. It seems like it's been so long since the older ones were tiny. Lately, I've gotten to spend some time with some of the younger grandchildren, doing the things I once did with the older ones: playing, singing, laughing...

Last night, I got to lie down with Jackson (almost 3yr. old), supposedly for him to go to sleep - a habit we've gotten into.

Granny: "Do you like chocolate gravy?"
Jackson: "I DO like chocolate gravy!" (and we had it this morning)

He loves the little projector that puts a picture on the ceiling while it plays through several songs. The picture is an ocean scene: a whale, a crab, a turtle and a jellyfish...
Jackson: "Where is the jellyfish?"
Granny: "In the jelly jar"
(He had to go check it out.)

Jackson: "Where is my wheelbarrow?"
Granny: "In the living room"
Jackson: "I want it."
Granny: "It has to stay there so I can put a treat in it."
Jackson: "You are going to put a treat in my wheelbarrow?"
Granny: "Yes."
Jackson: "OK"
(he loved his package of gum!)

One of the songs it plays is "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star". He has it in a book and knows it by heart. Last night, I began to sing when it came on and suddenly, Jackson is lying close beside me singing in a sweet, high little voice - right on key. (Where's the video camera when you need it?) I will treasure these memories long after he has outgrown lying down with Granny to go to sleep.

Priceless.

Red Door blog give-away

2010-10-12T13:38:00.001-07:00

Wonderful decorating ideas...and a give-away that ends tonight!

http://reddoorhome.blogspot.com/search/label/Giveaways

Women need women

2010-10-10T17:44:00.000-07:00

There are ministries, studies, even a mentoring program with woman to woman in the title. And it's true! Women need women. As much as we might love our husbands...there are things men just do not understand. To my daughters and my friends - who let me cry...have a pity party occasionally...pour out my heart...not be perfect. I need you in my life. The Lord knew that and placed you close at hand. Thank you!

Growing Older...

2010-09-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's true...I'm growing older. Another birthday has come and gone. There are definitely advantages to growing older:

The obvious one - I'm still here!
I think I'm a little wiser
People call me "Sweetie" and "Honey"
The importance of birthdays seems less

This year was a little different. Jay and I both have our birthdays in September, and we have usually been able to go see our children. Not this year. Birthdays fell in the middle of the week. This year, I caught a stomach "bug" and spent most of the day in bed.

My children called and that is always wonderful. My friends sent sweet and beautiful cards. Facebook added a new dimension with birthday wishes from friends and family - far and wide - some very unexpected. Friends dropped by and brought gifts - so thoughtful and made me feel very special.

I received these at work...

Aren't they gorgeous? The roses smelled
heavenly. The the sunflowers' color is so
vivid it almost "hurts" to look at them.

I also received a first....

A cake! Came by FedEx...thank you Jill!
We haven't tasted it yet, but it looks scrumptious, and the box it is in - delightful!

This next gift expresses perfectly my last point in how birthdays change with age.

Yes, it's Diet Dr. Pepper. After asking and asking, "what do you want for your birthday?" and hearing,

"Nothing"...this is what my sweet husband brought to me, as I lay in bed sick. Diet Dr. Pepper is my

major vice, so much so, that I switched to Diet Dr. Thunder (Wal-Mart's brand) because I felt guilty.

LOL! I couldn't stop smiling when I saw this box. Clever man.

From my brother, Kevin. Oh how I love him and

the new relationship we have in Jesus Christ!

Thank you, Family and Friends - for enriching my life!

Finding Joy in My Kitchen

2010-09-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

One of the blogs in my favorites is entitled "Finding Joy in My Kitchen"...well, this past weekend that's exactly what happened to me...

I found Joy in my kitchen - my daughter, Joy!

Last Saturday was the day of a brunch that for months and months I've been thinking on, and planning, picking gifts up for, planning, thinking ...get the picture? I so wanted to make the ladies of First Baptist feel special and blessed and challenged! The theme changed, the format changed, but one thing remained the same, I wanted Joy to come to demonstrate and to speak.

Here's the sign-up table in our church foyer...

We finally settled on "A Woman's Armor" and used an apron to represent that armor. My daughter-in-love, Sara, helped me set up this display (she's so talented!).

Joy is a very busy young wife and mother. But after a hard day of work, she loaded up and drove 3 hours to my house and we began cooking and laughing and cooking and laughing. (There is always much laughter when any Weavers get together.) It was a late night due to the goofy mix-ups we made and an early morning on Saturday, to get everything ready and in place before the ladies arrived. She even made Spiced Pecans that we bagged up as favors for each special lady who would come.

Joy has never done this type of thing before, but I just knew she "had it in her" and I knew she would pray and seek what God would have her to say. Although nervous - she was exactly the right person and God knew that.

40 ladies came! I was so busy and scattered, my camera stayed in my purse until it was over and I remembered it, but Shantele was gracious enough to share these photos she took with her phone.

Our menu was:

Bacon and Spinach Quiche

Blueberry Scones

Fruit K-bobs

Sunshine Punch, Coffee and Tea

God was so good to help me find door prizes, which I think the ladies loved. We gave away aprons, candles, coasters (made by Sara), and the 3 dishes Joy prepared in demonstration time - fun, fun!

First, Joy demonstrated 4 easy recipes for everyone, whether you cook or not and spoke about using our

homes to minister and reach out to others. After brunch, she spoke about our armor as women:

A meek and quiet spirit and what that really means...

A servant's heart

Holiness

Even amid power outages (no A/C, no sound system) - everyone was patient and gracious and God was there. We were so blessed!

Thanks so much to everyone who helped me - thank you FB Ladies for embracing the idea and coming and Thank you, Joy! Most of all, Thank You, Lord - for every good gift You give us and for meeting with us whenever we gather in Your name!

Labor Day 2010 ... in the books

2010-09-07T06:12:00.000-07:00

Labor Day 2010 has come and gone. It was different for us, or it seemed different. We didn't go anywhere or do anything. We certainly didn't labor. Very quiet. Working on music, choir, Living Bethlehem, and the
Ladies Brunch coming up.

I decided to caramelize some onions and peppers, intending to add beef in some way - either meatballs or patties...and saw some chicken I'd thawed. So, we had chicken fajitas. Yummy.

And for dessert...

Baked Apple Dessert

I don't remember the real name. It's from a Diabetic Living magazine that Joy brought to me.
It was delicious...and healthy! Of course, anyone who knows me knows...I had piecrust,
so I used it rather than making the biscuit crust in the recipe (next time I'll made the crust)...
and I don't own a custard cup, so I used the smallest jelly jar I have in the middle.

It's an amazing thing. You can't tell in this picture, but you bake it with the custard cup (or jar)
in the center and the crust on top. After it cools, you invert it...and all the sauce will be in the
cup. I know! I didn't believe it either...but it happens! Amazing. I'm sure my sons can tell
me why this happens, but I choose to believe in miracles.

The Perils of Penelope Pitstop

2010-09-06T02:01:00.000-07:00

Most will not have any recollection of Penelope, nor the many perils she faced - since she was a cartoon character of the late 60's.

Doesn't she look just like me?

Every episode, Penelope faced a new "peril"...most usually involving this guy...

The Hidden Claw! I don't remember why this guy was always after her, but he
was relentless. Do you recognize him? I see a strong resemblance between him...
and my enemy (Satan).

While Penelope and her enemy were make-believe...I am a real person and my
enemy is very real as well. And while I've not yet been tied in a chair, or tied to
the railroad tracks...my "perils" are spiritual and often feel as confining and they
are definitely as desperately dangerous.

I know whenever we make any decision to follow God in any way,
to be obedient, to get out of the boat and walk on the water with Jesus...
the enemy comes...and like the Hidden Claw - he is relentless!

Jesus said Satan comes to steal, and kill and destroy. In 1 Peter 5 we're told
to be serious and vigilant...why?

Because our enemy is like a roaring lion...roaring - to paralyze his victims
with fear. Have you ever felt fear? If not, I am pretty sure you haven't
stepped out in faith to follow the Lord's calling.
Because he's roaming about seeking those he can destroy. If I'm not on
guard...if I'm not alert...vigilant - he will destroy me in any way he can.

There's more to this story. Penelope had a group of goofy dwarf-like guys who
would always come to her rescue.
But I have...

Jesus Christ - the Creator of the universe, My Savior
The Holy Spirit - my Comforter and my Power
The Word of God, which exposes Satan's lies and tricks.

If I take the warning of God's Word seriously, if I am vigilant, if I am on guard,
if I am prayed up and studying The word daily -

I do not have to cower in fear when Satan roars.
I do not have to be deceived by his lies.
I do not have to be destroyed by his tricks.

And just like Penelope (who came out the victor in every episode)...

I can be victorious through Jesus Christ my Lord. Praise God!

On Hiatus

2010-09-02T18:41:00.000-07:00

That's the only explanation I have. On hiatus. No heart for blogging.

Girls

2010-08-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

My pastor's wife friend and former co-worker, Jeannie, asked me to speak at
a retreat for her ladies. That was months ago. The day finally arrived
this past Friday and I was on my way.

I had prayed and God had told me to share...

About women
About what He's been doing in me
A challenge

On the way there, I began to second guess myself... "I don't know these girls - maybe
this is not what I should share!"..."Lord! Give me something - a verse, anything!". But
of course, I got nothing (He had already given it to me.). I finally thought - this is what
I have and this is what I'm sharing.

I arrived and supper was almost on the table. We sat down and began to visit and eat,
share and eat, laugh and eat...(did I mention eat?).

After supper, we did the Lawnmower Song...just to work off our healthy meal
and have fun!

The time came for me to share my heart.

It's an amazing thing to share God's Word and His principles...how the Holy Spirit brings
things to mind that you haven't planned: verses, stories, illustrations. And these girls, had
already become my friends.

That's another amazing thing. Girls can share things with each other that they can't
share with men, not even their husbands, simply because we're girls. God made us that
way. He instructed the older girls to teach the younger girls. It just works.

I got to share about the calling God has given to me...and what He's been up to in
my life and my heart. What a privilege to be a co-laborer together with Him!

And then...I was able to challenge them to find God's calling for themselves...and to seek
Him with all their hearts...to listen and hear Him.

Amazing.

Raindrops on roses...

2010-08-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

These are a few of my favorite things... so the song goes.

I am sharing my newest favorite things first...

Last night we came home with this!

Yes, it's a Yamaha!

But it is not a mower, or a 4-wheeler, or a motorbike, or one of the

gazillion other things they manufacture...

It's a....

Keyboard!
88 keys!
Yay!!!!!

(and yes - it is on my counter in the kitchen at present, but I do have a stand,
see it in the background?)

The first thing I did this morning? Yep, you got it...played the keyboard. Last
thing last night..oh, yeah...played the keyboard. I do love it. It is going to
greatly enhance my service to my Lord!

Next, please!

My dear friend, Kellie, gave me this!
She did my life verse, for which this blog is
entitled, in calligraphy and framed it.
It's beautiful...it's perfect...I love it.
I hope to use it in my blog header in the very
near future.

And my last favorite thing for this episode...

Handpainted cabinet knobs...with leopard
accents to complement my leopard shower
curtain (which I love but did not photograph.)

Oops! I found more!

This is my mom's living room, newly painted -

Color? Bleached wheat - she loves it.

And now, a new recipe...

Lemon Shortbread
(secret ingredient - cornmeal!)

The end.

Blessings!

Exactly What We Need

2010-08-02T18:35:00.000-07:00

The past two weeks have been a whirlwind for me. God has been giving me a new assignment - one that challenges me to my very core...one that allows me to use my giftedness in a new way...one that forces me to lean on Him completely.

It's been a wonderful, terrifying, anxious, joyous, roller coaster ride. When God calls us to something...Satan begin his attacks - to discourage us and make us doubt. He uses unsuspecting people...good people...even God's people to do his dirty work.

Where am I going with this? To this wonderful, amazing truth...God knows exactly what we need.

Everytime I've desperately needed direction...God has given it.
Everytime I've needed affirmation and encouragement...God has supplied it.
Everytime I've been tempted to quit...God has reminded me of His calling and promise to be with me.

This past week for 3 days I got to keep these 2 precious grandbabies...

Millie Elizabeth...8 months

Jackson Luke - 2 years 7 months

God knew that is what I needed. I really doubted my ability to take care of these two - at my age? It's been so long...can I do this? But before bedtime the first day...I was back in "mom" mode and everything was under control. It was a needed break from things that were beyond my control...things that were filling me with anxiety. It was busy...full of laughter and kisses and hugs and dirty diapers and potty training and a new appreciation for Jello (Jackson's new favorite thing). I got to build my relationship with two of my grandchildren - precious! It was wonderfully tiring - and I was so glad we were able to help Cary and Sara have a little time away and alone.

They went home last night and it was very quiet here. And you know what? All the challenges and anxieties came back in full force. Today, I've been oppressed and heavy in spirit and nauseated in body. I've read scripture and I've prayed...

And on my way home from work...God gave me the answer.

When I got home...God sent me encouragement and afffirmation through a most unexpected source.

He reminded me AGAIN of His call on my life and His ability!

And then God gave me this week's resources...done!

It reminds me of a Brooklyn Tabernacle song entitled How Many Times...

How many times must I prove how much I love you?

How many ways must my love for you I show.
How many times must I rescue you from trouble,
For to know just how much I love you?

How many days must I build a fence all around you?
How many nights must I wipe your tears away.
How many storms must I bring you safely through
For you to know just how much I love you?

Didn't I wake you up this morning,
clothed in your right mind?
When you walked up on a problem,
Didn't I step right in on time.
When you were weak along life's journey,
My angels carried you,
So you would know just how much I love you.

Didn't I put food on your table,
Show up when the bills were due?
When the pains were wracking your body,
Didn't I send healing down to you?
When you were lost in sin and sorrow,
I died to set you free.
So you would know just how much I love you.

God always knows exactly what we need and He is SO able and willing to supply -
Praise His Holy Name!

Blessings!

Monogram

2010-07-27T10:57:00.000-07:00

I love monograms...do you? Monograms are hugely popular right now. Just go to a baby shower. You'll see that baby's name or initials or something embroidered on everything from burp rags, to diaper bags, to bloomers.

I have a couple of items with a "W" on them...and one crocheted "Weaver" on the wall. Recently, I ordered this monogram and applied to the big plain mirror in the living room...

Why do we love monograms? I think because they make something personal...they show ownership...family spirit or whatever. It made me think of my Heavenly Father. I have a personal relationship with Him through Jesus Christ. He tells me that he has me engraved on the palms of His hands (Isaiah 49:16); that I am always in His memory! He loves me...I belong to Him and He wants me to know it!

Do you know Him? Are you engraved on His hands? All it takes is "A"...admit you are a sinner; "B"...believe that Jesus died on the cross to pay for your sins; and "C"...confess Him as your Lord and Savior...and you can have this relationship. Then you will be engraved on His palms too! How special that God made a way for everyone to know Him and He left us His Word to tell us that way. He wants us to know exactly how much He loves His children!

Blessings!

YOU Drive...I'll Ride

2010-07-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

I love a good mental picture...words or phrases that you can immediately see in your mind. Ultimately, we only fully comprehend when we can process with a mental picture. When someone talks about something I can't even begin to see in my mind...I'm lost...unfocused...clueless. I don't know what they're talking about.

Years ago a group called FFH (I believe stands for Far From Home) had a song entitled, You Drive...I'll Ride. This song has a catchy tune and good lyrics...and this is the mental image it brings to my mind:

I never saw this movie, Thelma and Louise, but I've seen bits, clips, and photos. It's not a movie I recommend, it's the visual...a long, sleek convertible - one driving...the other simply riding.
One is in control...the other trusting. The driver chooses to drive out over the Grand Canyon...the passenger controls the radio and simply rides.

In You Drive...I'll Ride the singer is relinquishing the steering wheel to God...it's about repentance, submission and yielding to God's will. That's where I've been for a couple of weeks now...letting God break my heart again so I can yield...so I can hear the still small voice guiding me to His will...

"YOU take the wheel, I will work the radio
YOU take the wheel, we'll go where YOU want to go
YOU take the wheel, take it fast or take it slow
Wherever YOU choose I'm fine...
YOU drive...I'll ride"

Yielding...trusting...following...obeying...
Difficult? You betcha! But there is freedom and peace in giving up the steering wheel.
Do I know where I'm going? Ultimately..."YOU'RE driving me home" -
I'm on a journey...when I accepted Jesus Christ as my Savior...my destination was settled - forever.

The roadmap however, is another story. I have no idea where He is leading me...I have to follow...or
"ride along" day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. I've taken back the wheel so many times, and ended up on a side trip...losing my way...but oh, HE is faithful to draw me back...break my heart again...and I yield up the wheel one more time. And I'll confess, lately I feel like I'm soaring off into the Grand Canyon, scared and trembling. I know He is in control and He is Good and His purposes are BEST.

The truth is this...my destination was settled in 1972. What God is interested in most now...is my journey. He is faithfully transforming me into the image of Christ, bit by bit...experience by experience...relationship by relationship...trauma by trauma...trouble by trouble...grace by grace...when I yield and trust and most of all, cooperate with Him, by handing the steering wheel back to His most capable hands.

So, my prayer today once again is...Lord, YOU drive...I'll ride.

Blessings!

Random Thoughts on Wisdom

2010-07-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

This week was the scheduled time to have my wisdom teeth removed. I opted for the sedation method - I am a chicken when it comes to any type of dentistry. It went quite well I think. This is Friday and I feel very much back to my old self. My sweet Jill has taken very good care of me, allowing her Dad (my Jay) to go back home and take care of business there.

I find the name "wisdom" teeth very thought provoking. These teeth do not make one wise. Many people never have any. There is the old adage, that when one cuts these teeth - one's life is half over. And although they are named "wise", they are usually not very good teeth and do not last. At the same time...when you mention wisdom teeth, everyone knows exactly which teeth you are talking about and their removal is felt with commiseration.

I am thankful wisdom is not dependent on a few teeth, aren't you? Wisdom comes from our Heavenly Father and we must seek her (wisdom is feminine in scripture - Yay!) according to Proverbs and ask for her according to James. Wisdom can come from experience...a very costly and painful school. I feel I have gained a lot of wisdom in my 58 years. On the other hand, sometimes I feel clueless. It is what my husband would call an "oxymoron" I think.

Almost everyone has wondered why I am having these teeth removed now...am I not a little old? It's just the way of my life. Rarely have I done anything the way anyone else does...I always wanted to be different. LOL! These wise teeth were causing harm to my dental health...and after being told and told for about 5 years that I needed them removed...I did it. I am either stubborn, hard of hearing, or maybe not so wise after all???

It has allowed me some time with Jill and Amelia and Joy and her boys, even Kerri and Kandace came for a visit...time to be lazy and rest and think...hopefully I have even gained a little wisdom.

These are my random thoughts for a week of some pain, some discomfort, and a lot of love and care. I am truly blessed, and hopefully a little wiser.

The Rest of the Story

2010-07-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

This morning I woke at 4:30 and decided I would go ahead and get started on my day. I had my usual breakfast of Greek yogurt and blueberries and my major vice, Diet Dr. Pepper...my Bible study and prayer...and then running through the shower and getting ready for work.

I got my fruit print tablecloth (one of my favorites)...my metal vase and purple flowers...and my gold bird (that all sounds crazy!) and took off for Blytheville. I went straight to Kroger and got some cokes...fruit napkins...green plates...cups and silverware. All the time I was praying my co-workers would be late, so I could get everything ready before they got there. I hurried to make a birthday poster in Publisher.

I managed to get everything ready...and here it is!

They were pleasantly surprised...and said the cake was delicious. I got ice cream and whipped cream to go with it since the ganache was made with semi-sweet chocolate. I ate a tiny piece as is and it was really good.

Here are my co-workers...

Louise...who is a July 4th baby!

and

Romona, whose birthday was the last part of June.

For many years, we always traveled to the churches we ministered in...and we were always the recipients of the hospitality of others. I desired this particular gift and I began to ask for it. That is scriptural, Paul said to desire the best gifts. I think God has finally given it to me. I absolutely love trying to make others feel loved and special. The only bummer to me was that the ganache lost its glossy appearance after it set, detracting from the "presentation" but not the taste. A piddly detail, but there it is.

Blessings!

Dressy Chocolate Loaf

2010-06-30T19:55:00.000-07:00

This is my latest attempt at culinary brilliance...the Dressy Chocolate Loaf. Two of my co-workers have birthdays and I am taking it to work tomorrow to celebrate! I saw this on another blog, which shall remain nameless (since I can't remember it). I am always half-way into a project before I remember to take pictures...

It is a homemade chocolate cake...simple ingredients you would have on hand for the most part...flour, cocoa, sugar, butter, eggs, etc...and sour cream. Easy to put together but with specific mixing instructions and baked in a loaf pan - a little unusual. It baked up exactly like the recipe.

After it cools, you slice it into 3 layers and fill with your choice of jam filling...

I had some blackberry filling I made for some berry turnovers...yummy!

Then...semi-sweet chocolate melted over simmering water...

and more sour cream!

It is amazing! It turns quickly into a glossy ganache icing.

And the finished dressy loaf...

I'll have to let you know how it tastes...

Blessings!

Fun Times

2010-06-28T18:42:00.000-07:00

Last week started with worship service in our home church and then a flying trip to Little Rock to celebrate Father's Day with some of our children. We got Jay a new suit...one of his favorite things since he wears them all the time...

Then we came home on Monday and started VBS! This year was High Seas Adventure,

(decorations courtesy of Melinda Gipson.)

I got to lead the music, something I haven't done in a few years. I love it! By Wednesday, the kids knew all the motions and would literally sing their hearts out! So sweet! We had two young men who asked Jesus into their hearts!

We also had our almost 12 year old grandson, Pryce, with us the entire week. He helped his Papa set things up at VBS...helped him adjust thermostats and lock up each night. He helped different men lead the recreation time each night, even getting hit on the brow with a baseball bat and taking home the souvenier of a black eye! He followed his Papa all week - even got to meet the Mayor of Osceola. (12 year old boys are not fond of pictures...I didn't even try.)

Unless you have grandsons, you cannot begin to understand this...

A rabbit, uh...squirrel, uh...bird trap...rigged out of an empty plastic tub, a stick...

and when you have a Granny with no string...florist wire!
Florist wire travels from the stick, though the dining room screen...

where you can watch and spring the trap without sitting out in the heat! LOL!!

Then on Saturday, we were visited by these characters...(Chris, Cary and Sara came with them)

Jackson is 2 1/2 and he could believe this was Kandace and Millie ...but not himself! He insisted that is not him!

Here is Millie sitting in the floor, entertaining herself!

and Kandace...eating (or wearing) mashed potatoes...yum - yum!

Fun times!

Living with Unmet Desires

2010-06-25T05:19:00.000-07:00

After a totally useless post on my kitchen, and while a little "entertainment" is good, today I feel led to write something I know will be profitable.

I have found that I benefit from guided study. I seem to drift around in God's Word rather aimlessly, without one.

I am about to finish this study...

God has spoken to my heart continually through this study.

As with many studies...and conferences...I start out thinking, "I don't think I have a problem with a jealous heart", or "I'm not insecure", or whatever the topic happens to be.

Funny how God Word open our eyes...reveals secret things in our hearts...exposes the real me! Why is that funny when Hebrews specifically states that God's Word is alive and powerful and sharp enough to divide the bone from the marrow. He tells us it is a mirror in the book of James. It is the truth, as opposed to everything we see and hear around us in this world.

As painful as exposure is...we cannot change...we cannot grow without it. As long as I can deceive myself...as long as I listen to Satan's lies...I go farther from my Lord and farther from becoming all He has designed me to be - the best me!

So, before you read the title and this post and say, "That's not my problem," you might want to get a copy and dive in. Based on 1 Samuel...you will study Samuel, Saul, Jonathan and David...and I guarantee you...somewhere in those pages, you will see yourself. Praise the Lord! God cares enough about me to show me myself and then if I will just cooperate...change me, baby step by baby step. He will do the same for you.

Oh, and here is a link where Word has graciously given a little peek at the study:
http://esengoministries.blogspot.com/2009/07/living-with-unmet-desires.html

Blessings!

My Kitchen

2010-06-24T10:22:00.000-07:00

Yes, this blog is about my kitchen. My daughter, Jill, was here recently and she took photos of my kitchen. (you can click on each photo to enlarge for detail)
She thought I should use them in a post. The kitchen is the only room in our house that we have redone. It is "me". Now, the fact that I have a sign in my kitchen that says "kitchen" - what does that say? That I need help remembering where I am????

I like signage - scripture...sayings...

Phillipians 4:8...over my pantry door

Psalms 5:3...painted by my daughter-in-love, Sara...

I found this at a goodwill-type store for 25 cents, and I only had to frame it...

I love the retro kichen range, tea towels, cooling pies, and the Home Cooking title.

The quote is..."Things taste better in small houses"

Queen Victoria

(who ought to know)

It is so apt, since my house is small - and the quote makes me smile.

My walls are gold. My colors are red, black and white. This is my new chandelier

found at a return/outlet store in Batesville - the shades I found in Sikeston, MO at

another outlet type store. It's perfect!

Now there is a story behind this table - which is red, distressed to black (you can only see the legs if photo is enlarged). It was marked down to 1/2 price at the end of Holiday House 2007 in Little Rock. Jill decided that I needed it! Needless to say...I have it and I love it. The black chairs were a gift from my children. I found the retro tablecloth at the Old Time Mall in Batesville...the rooster pitcher was a gift...(I forgot to mention I am into roosters right now - aren't you glad I'm not posting pics of all of them?)

This cabinet was my Mother's Day gift from my 6 children in 2007.

I recently added the black gingham fabric to the inside to make my glass

dishes show up more. Don't look at my cookbooks - they are a mess!

Chalkboard pantry door...if you have chalkboards...find the new chalkboard markers - wonderful!

Curtains I made...chalkboard sign...bird from Mt. Magazine Lodge...and African violet from my Daddy's funeral (yes! It's still alive - a miracle)

And my last bargain...I had a utensil crock that did not match my kitchen at all. Jill said, Mom, you need a different crock. While in Sikeston, I came across this crock...I mean how perfect can it be? Red! Rooster!

That's about all the kitchen I can take for one post.

Blessings!

Recipe Update

2010-06-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

I've tried several new recipes in the past few weeks. Jill graciously took some pictures (which I forget to do!) so I could share these:

Banana Bread Cobbler

Yes, it's cobbler and tastes alot like banana bread and like banana pudding. Jay loved it.
I get most of my new recipes from food blogs and this one orginated with Southern Living.
It's super easy, my favorite kind!

Banana Bread Cobbler

Streusel topping

• 3/4 cup packed light brown sugar

• 1/2 cup self-rising flour

• 1/2 cup butter, softened

• 1 cup uncooked regular oats

• 1/2 cup chopped pecans Stir together brown sugar, flour, and butter until crumbly. Stir in oats and pecans. Set aside.

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Filling

• 1 cup self-rising flour

• 1 cup granulated sugar

• 1 cup milk

• 1/2 cup butter, melted

• 4 medium bananas, sliced Preheat oven to 375°. Lightly grease an 11″x 7″dish.

Whisk flour, sugar, and milk just until blended. Whisk in melted butter. Pour into prepared pan. Top with banana slices and streusel topping. Bake for 40-45 minutes or until brown and bubbly.

Enjoy!

Old to New Switcheroo

2010-06-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a busy day! You know how you set aside a day and you are going to get things done...maybe those things you've wanted to do for awhile...or things you want to try...you know how we women just have this desire to improve our nest. Yesterday was one of those days.

It began like every day with my Diet Dr. Pepper and some Greek yogurt with blueberries - yum! I had bought paint, but the color wasn't quite what I had in mind, so I had to scrap that idea. I rearranged furniture in the front bedrooms, and the living room. I cleaned, and spackled holes and de-cluttered. Ahhhh, heavenly. What is it about a freshly arranged room that gives a feeling of contentment? It's like having a new room!

Then! I got the brilliant idea to raise my headboard and hang it on the wall. It's a rather plain, simple headboard and very short. With shams, you couldn't even see it. So, off to Wally World I go to find brackets and home again to accomplish a "new" headboard. After 3 tries to get 3 brackets level (I confess I love to "eyeball" things.) Finally, success!

I brought the "W" from the living room and made a "new" arrangment on the wall over the bed. I like it! Once again, the old has become new...total cost for this re-do was the cost of the brackets, maybe $4? I am so proud of myself! That headboard is wedged on those brackets tightly! It cannot move!

I have some other projects in the works...but not finished...not ready to reveal. As I complete them, I will share another next segment of Old to New Switcheroo.

Blessings!

Not Much Goin' On

2010-06-08T18:11:00.000-07:00

Some weeks, there is just nothing to blog about! I've gone to work...come home...gone to bed...gotten up...gone to work...

Tonight we had our first fried squash for supper - Yummy!!! Didn't think to take picture though. Hamburger patties in caramelized onions and a little Worcestershire sauce - Excellent! Add sliced tomatoes and cottage cheese and Jay and I are two very happy and very FULL folks.

God is good.

Tribute

2010-06-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

For 40+ years, this woman has been a part of my life...and this man (my husband, Jay) is the one who brought her into my life...it's his Mama, Lois.

Lois always treated me with respect and grace...even when I was a gangly seventeen year old girl, who didn't know anything. Due to Lois's influence in her son's life...I came to know the Lord. For years, Sundays meant going to church and then to Jay's parent's house for lunch. Lois never knew who would show up. She always had something started, and as the kids and grandkids came in, we would work together adding to the meal to have enough. LOL! It might be the most unusual assortment of foods, but it was always delicious and no one ever went away hungry.

The things I remember are an odd assortment too: How carefully she peeled potatoes, wasting nothing. Making biscuits or rolls in a little dusting of flour on the table, the dough clinging to her fingers. Sometimes, she would tell me a certain way to do something in the kitchen, but rarely. Always, thanking me for helping prepare or clean up. And as little as she had, there were always extra things in her pantry, which amazed me as the mother of 6 young ones - I rarely had extras of anything in mine!

Lois never had a large or elaborate home. She lost her home to a fire and spent the last years of life in a small, modest home. Thanksgiving and Christmas there, meant finding a place to sit...with every inch of furniture and usually the floor as well being put to use. Fun times full of talk and laughter.

As the years passed and her back began to be a constant source of pain...she would still get up and attempt to feed us whenever we came by. That's what moms and grandmothers do...right? She would lean on the stove for support, stirring some pot - or trying to open the oven (that had no handle anymore) to get out those biscuits or that pan of cornbread - I can still see her in my mind's eye - until we could convince her to sit and let us do it.

She raised 8 children all of whom have come to the Lord. There are preachers, teachers, carpenters, policemen, engineers...all kinds of professions among her children, grandchildren and great-granchildren, which are too numerous to tell. She cared for and supported her husband as long as he lived. She was an obedient and loving daughter. She had an excellent name in her church and community.

She was a simple woman who trusted the Lord. My husband has reminisced so many times, telling me how she was the last one to bed at night when he was growing up...trying to get everything done for that day and ready for the next; the things she did when times were hard to make their lives special (making chocolate Easter eggs). She worked in the fields...grew a garden...put up 100 quarts of every fruit and vegetable she could get in order to feed her large family. My daughter, Jill, sat with her yesterday holding her hand and talking softly to her. Jill said, "Mama, they were not the hands of a woman who had a manicure and pedicure every week. They were the hands of someone who has worked very hard."

No more. Last night, Lois's labor ended and she was carried by the angels to be with Jesus. Hallelujah! And while we are teary...she is rejoicing...back straight...free of pain...hands smooth and soft and new. She joined her husband, her dad and mom and her brother who were waiting there. And one day, we will join her there too.

Bringing Glory

2010-06-02T11:35:00.000-07:00

I think we would all agree that our supreme purpose as believers in Christ is to bring glory to Him. We might not all agree on how we actually accomplish this feat. I am continually coming to realize more and more that our Christian life is lived out not in the church building or in teaching Sunday School and singing in the choir...but in our relationships.

Relationships...our interaction with people. We have all sorts of relationships. Some are intimate and some are very superficial. My relationship with the clerks in the grocery store (they change constantly) where I live are superficial. My relationships with my co-workers are a little closer...with my church family - some are quite intimate and others are limited. My familial relationships are the closest and most intimate...they know the real me better than anyone.

It should be easy to demonstrate Christ to those we do not know well. It is more difficult the closer the relationship is...why is that? We sometimes take those closest to us for granted, or expect them to excuse bad behavior, after all - they're family!

In our times of trouble, we have the greatest opportunity to show Christ to those around us. When we suffer with grace and a smile...faith is demonstrated. Lord, help us remember. Help us stay prayed up and full of Your Word...so that is what will overflow on all those around us.

Priceless

2010-05-29T12:27:00.000-07:00

Wednesday night after church, I headed for Batesville to help my mother redecorate her bedroom.

I forgot about "before" pics, until I had already started taking things down...

Before...

Chest in the corner

Seating - Daddy's old recliner

New bedding was already in place...notice border (which would not come off.)

And after...

It's hard to tell, but walls are now white with the faintest touch of green...border gone!

Oops, took this one too soon...imagine with the new white lamp on the table. The top pillow is made out one of Daddy's shirts (He went to heaven in February) by a dear friend.

New seating area. Amazing what paint and fabric can do!

Old carpet gone...down to the hardwood.

My grandmother's chest...new paintjob...green ribbon handles...newly painted mirror...

(my reflection is added bonus)

Ribbon pulls close-up...recreated from one I saw...was easy!

Simple wreath (dusted with white paint) and adorned with fern fronds.

Can you guess my mom's name?

Fern

(giggle)

All done in 2 days. I am one tired puppy...sore, aching muscles from head to toe...bruises and scrapes from lugging furniture in and out of the house...working a screwdriver and a drill...but I will recover. Flip side? I have a happy mother who I hope feels loved and special...

who has her own feminine space for the first time ever.

Priceless!

The Most Important Thing

2010-05-26T10:56:00.000-07:00

When God gave me children...it was a busy time...a tired time and looking back...the best of times. I tried to keep them small...keep them from the world...keep them close as long as I could. But you know what? Kids grow up and that's a good thing. God in His wisdom allows us many years to train our children. They are not like pets which mature in only a year or two...it's takes 18-20+ years by God's design.

I am more blessed than most...having six children...three boys and three girls.

Are they perfect? No. They are your typical PK's (preacher's kids) - not as good as maybe they ought to be...but not as bad as many believed. LOL! They are all grown up now... married...all but one with children of their own. I am blessed to be able to say they are my best friends. I am very pleased with the adults they have become.

The parent of adult children has a very different place. I watch as they raise their children...I give advice when I am asked...I still love unconditionally...pray without ceasing...hurt when they hurt. I suffer with them when trials and troubles come...do all I can to alleviate and help.

I can say without question along with John..."I have no greater joy than to know my children walk in truth." It was my job not just to raise them, but to disciple them for Jesus Christ. What if every parent realized their true job as a parent? Yes, food and clothing and education and a place to live are very important...but not the most important. The most important thing is for our children to know and love and serve Jesus, to make Him first in their heart and life.

The most important thing for me now...is to continue to be faithful and live for Christ. For my children to see a living example throughout my life.

Show Us Your Life - Favorite Books

2010-05-18T10:58:00.000-07:00

I have always loved to read. In school, it was mainly whatever was in the school library...

and

Boy, am I dating myself - although this has to be a new cover for Wuthering Heights.

As an adult...I used to love Mary Higgins Clark even though her books scared me to death!

But now...I stick to Christian novels, books that will edify or build me up. I am very careful what I allow to go "in".

These and cookbooks are my reading pleasure now.
That is my life.

Blogland

2010-05-18T09:26:00.000-07:00

I have tried to post for almost 2 weeks, to no avail. You bloggers know...sometimes you've just have nothing to say.

I have come to enjoy blogland, made up of food blogs...decorating blogs...devotional blogs...and creative blogs. I am especially blessed when I discover the blogger is a follower of Jesus Christ - an instant connection! (There are lots of these women out there!)

Lately, I've noticed a trend...more young women are creating new things out of old...trying to create a lovely home on a budget...striving to raise their children to know and love Jesus.

Creative....such as...

Mustard Seed Creations...

How cool is this? An old dresser, painted white and decoupaged with old sheet music (an instant seller for me!)

And this...

Alchemy Junk...how about wallpapering with newspapers? Very budget conscious.

Another thing I've noticed is ...white. Everything is white...the furniture...the walls, the accessories...the linens...the floors...the lighting - white. Here's just a sampling:

My Sweet Savannah

and

Dreamy Whites.

At first, I was a little put off, but I find it is growing on me. So feminine and clean looking...but
I live in a world of dark leather and darkly stained furniture, florals and prints from Home Interior! This makes the prospect or likelihood of my going "white" quite slim. And when I try to create some thing of beauty...it rarely turns out. LOL!

I am most successful with food blogs - imagine that! Me? New Recipe? I have notebooks full of recipes I am waiting for the appropriate time to try. And I must say, I have more success with food. This morning I tried SoNo Brownies ...can't remember which blog they were on...but they turned out exactly like the picture. I brought them to work to honor two of my co-workers - Torya, just graduated from the U of A, and Romona, was named Educator of the Year by Cooperative Extension Service - Congratulations, Girls! The brownies were perfect.

So, I guess I will continue to enjoy "meeting" others in the Body...and admire their lovely creations. I'm sure I will continue to try new recipes that look scrumptious and aren't too difficult. I will work hard not to covet the lovely white homes and rooms that looks so appealing. I will continue to be blessed by those who are learning and growing in the Lord...and those who are rearing their children for Him. All being shared with the world through blogland.

Stormy Night

2010-05-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

Last night was a stormy one. Storms remind of two things:

We are not in control...one had better have trust in God. Satan used storms in his attack on Job. Job lost all his children, livestock...all his wealth. When storms come...we have absolutely no control over the storm, only over how we respond.
Fear can take over... Years ago we lived in a little community that was in what they call "tornado row". Tornadoes came through on a regular basis. Our little house sat atop a small hill and one night, the storms came. We began to go from the front yard to the back yard, watching the sky. It was night - we couldn't see anything unless the lightning lit the sky for a moment. But I felt fear taking over my heart and mind. That night I learned I have a choice. I can watch the sky every second and let fear rule my heart...or I can check the news, use wisdom and pray for God's protection. There is a peace in praying, in trusting, no matter what comes.

This morning I've read about communities where tornadoes touched down leaving destruction and death behind. My heart hurts for those folks. I've also read about friends and family who went to storm cellars...who lost power for awhile, but who are safe. I am praying for those who are hurting today.

My husband is going to be hurting in a small way when he sees the back yard.

Yesterday, he planted our small garden - tomatoes, peppers, squash and cucumbers - the things we dearly love. See the tomatoes barely peeking out above the water? I am praying the water continues to recede quickly...or there may be replanting in his future.

And this is our street...

The water reflects the top of the wheels, but it is actually up to the bumpers...it is flowing like a river.
I've never seen it like this!

But there is good news too...we got to have Jackson, Millie and of course Cary and Sara come visit on Thursday. This always means much laughter. This child is hilarious...

Papa popped popcorn...see?

We have much to be thankful for...families who are safe after a stormy night...and most of all, a God Who is in control no matter what comes our way.

Blessings!

So blessed...

2010-04-28T12:17:00.000-07:00

Do you ever wonder why you are so blessed? I do. I was given 3 gifts recently, and I just want to share them...

This cute polka dotted cup - was given to me by Jenna, a blogger
who is my daughter, Jill's friend. She was at the Beth Moore conference
and she gave each of us one of these cups! I've used mine twice already,
so cute and it's my own, personal coffee cup - a first for me.

Then Melinda brought me....

This wonderful patio garden pot! (Pray I don't kill it!) I love it. It adds
beauty to our plain exterior. I am not a gardener although I love flowers!

And lastly...

on Sunday night, the Bible study ladies presented me with...

this awesome metal basket with Citrus Plum scented potpourri,
room spray and candle! It was encased in cellophane and had a
beautiful bow - but I tore into it to smell before I thought to take a
picture. (just more proof I am not a full fledged blogger yet)
Anyway, it smells heavenly.

I do not deserve these gifts...and everytime I look at them, I feel very
graced. I so appreciate the givers and remember how God loves me.
"Every good and perfect gift comes from God."

Thank you, Ladies...thank you, Jesus!

The Whole Earth Praises

2010-04-26T04:49:00.000-07:00

I woke at 4:45 this morning and you know what I heard?

This...

Birds singing, singing, tweeting, chirping...did I say singing????

Did I mention it is DARK outside? But out there in the dark...the birds are singing their little hearts out.

They are praising God...first thing in the morning...before the sun even begins to light the sky.

I jumped out of bed...ran to the kitchen...and looked out. I couldn't see the birds...they were nestled in the branches of the trees...but I could see the trees with their limbs and leaves ...waving in the breeze....praising the Lord.

Different thoughts from scripture began to flood my mind...

Let everything that has breath...praise the Lord!
If we won't praise Him, the rocks will cry out His praise ( I wonder what this sounds like)
Praise, ye the Lord!
He is worthy of all praise!
The whole earth is full of His glory!

So, I have grabbed my yogurt...some delicious caramel vanilla coffee (thank you, Pillie)...my Bible and my notebook...my new bible study and I am about to have some praise time! I am going to join the birds and the trees and all of creation. I am going to stop the rocks from crying out this morning.

Praise the Lord! Creator...Giver of Life - Eternal!...the Lover of my soul...Holy, Holy, Holy...my Redeemer and Friend...Praise!

Driving, Driving, Driving

2010-04-23T08:10:00.000-07:00

No pictures this week - too busy. Have driven many miles this week.

I worked Monday...then drove to Batesville and picked up my Mom....then drove to Little Rock. Mom had surgery Tuesday morning - I do not know the technical term - but she had one blocked carotid artery. Well, no more! Cleaned out and good to go. Had some bp issues, so did not get discharged until almost noon yesterday. 3 days in bed had taken their toll, so she decided to stay at Kevin's for a few days.

I started my journey home, driving first to Batesville to leave Mom's car and pick up mine. Then across to Osceola once again. Got home about 7:30 and felt a little weary. Good night sleep and now I am loaded
and about to leave to meet Joy and Jill in West Memphis and head for Atlanta, GA to hear Beth Moore. I am so looking forward to hearing the WORD and worshipping with other women and Travis Cottrell as our leader. Joy said we're going to "get fixed" - LOL! The Word is definitely good for whatever ails you.

The "new" Word that God has thrilled my heart with this week is from Psalm 50, verse 5: "Gather my saints together until Me; those that have made a covenant with Me by sacrifice."

Glory! That's me! The Word says those who trust in Jesus are saints! And my covenant (contract) with my Jesus is based on His supreme once for all sacrifice of Himself...satisfying God's justice...giving me access to the Father through Him.

I am just waiting for the gathering together...even so - come, Lord Jesus!

Blessings!

Psalm 68:6a

2010-04-17T22:21:00.000-07:00

I have heard many who are single cling to this verse as their promise of a future marriage and family. Tonight as I reflect on the weekend...I realized that God sets everyone in a family. We all start out solitary. When we marry - we are no longer alone...and then He blesses with family, the heritage He gives.

This weekend, I was blessed to continue enjoying the family God has placed me in. Chris and Kerri came to spend the night, bringing Kandace for us to love and enjoy. She is now 18 months old, and talks a mile a minute. There's only one tiny problem...no one knows what she is saying. Oh, once in awhile, she speaks English. She gets silly and giggles and does this fake laugh - and of course it all makes us laugh.

Here are some highlights...

Loving some green beans...

She's tickled...

This is what fighting sleep looks like...poor baby

Bath Time!

Backpack on...ready to go!

Then we went to Cary and Sara's so big brother could check out little brother's new place...

Landing on bottom at the slide's bottom!

Wagon ride...

Up and down, up and down, up and down...the stairs

And, Jackson chillin' with Dad in the fold-out chairs and ice tea...

I did cook this weekend...pecan crusted chicken...mashed potatoes, slaw, and my new favorite

sour cream cornbread, from Tricia Yearwood's new cookbook...

Well, it's way past my bedtime...and this post must end. Thank you, Lord, for the family placement.

Love, laughter, food, hugs and kisses = family.

Blessings!

This is what I've been doing...

2010-04-14T19:35:00.000-07:00

First...my jam arrived today! Thank you, Rebekah! I can hardly wait to try it (Jay has sneaked a taste).

Yesterday, I got up...showered...got dressed...drove to Blytheville and picked up these two characters...

Millie Elizabeth and Jackson Luke

Aren't they precious? So, my day was filled with laughter, diapers, bottles, snacks... did I say laughter?

I truly laughed until I cried, over and over and over.

I think there is nothing better than children. Sweet kisses! Laying down to go to sleep at naptime. Singing "The Wheels on the Bus".

Jackson...posing. This is one smart cookie, let me assure you. He never forgets anything!

Knows Granny has gum in her purse...fruit snacks in the pantry...loves his Jungle Babies book.

We had baths before putting on jammies and heading home...

What a blessing and a joy!

Now, Friday... this little lady will arrive

Kandace April

More laughter, kisses and joy!

I Never Win

2010-04-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

Sweet Rebekah, whose blog I read very often, hosted a give-away. This is what it was...

Her own homemade strawberry jam! Yummy. She also posted the recipe with step by step directions. I have made strawberry jam many, many years ago - and now I may be inspired to do it again.

Anywho...I never win anything. Seriously. Never. Ever.

So, you can imagine my delight when I got an email from her requesting my address so she could send my jam to me...because I WON!

So, I now have to revise my earlier statement to say....

I seldom win anything. Seriously. Seldom.

But this one time is something so wonderful...it makes up for all those never...evers.

You can check-out Rebekah's blog, all about trying to live as a godly wife and mom to 3 little boys at...

thedisheroons.blogspot.com

You won't be disappoined, you will be blessed.

Easter Week

2010-04-07T07:13:00.000-07:00

Preparing for Easter is a little bit like preparing for Christmas...without the shopping and the crowds and all the family being together...okay - maybe it's not like preparing for Christmas at all! But we had family coming! This is special because our family is now divided by a 3 hour drive and as everyone is active in
their own church, we are not together on many Sundays.

On Monday, Jay and I were at First Christian Church bright and early - he preached and I sang...yes, at 7 a.m.! A good start to Easter week!

On Tuesday, Melinda and I went junk shopping - we call them antiques - and I found a very neat old crystal platter with it's own carrying handle - and I created this Easter arrangement for my dining table...

See the glass handle in front of the cross? Cross, grass, candy, empty egg (symbolizing the empty tomb),

and the little bird - new life!

Late in the afternoon on Friday, this arrived...

From my sweet brother, Kevin and his wife, Sandi.

The card had Happy Easter and all of Acts 1:11

handwritten on it...I cried.

Friday night, Andrew and Elaina arrived. It was Andrew's birthday and I had made

his favorite...

Lemon Bars

Oh, I forgot, earlier...the doorbell rang and our new neighbor brought this...

We had taken food over to welcome them...and she wanted to reciprocate...wasn't that sweet?

On Saturday, we were lazy ...

while Jay made a flying trip to Cave City to perform a wedding...and back....

Then we took Andrew and Elaina up to see Cary, Sara, Jackson and Millie in their new home. Sara made birthday cake for Andrew...

Yes, he is blowing out votive candles...Sara is resourceful like that...

Then we made a flying trip to Sikeston, MO to Lambert's, home of the "throwed roll"...

Sara

A & E

Sweet Jackson Luke

Millie Elizabeth

Sunday morning was a flurry of baking...

Pecan Crusted Pork Tenderloin

Banana Pudding Pie
(courtesy of Lick the Bowl Good)

Green Bean Bundles

I won't bother to post the potato salad with the almost raw potatoes that everyone politely ate. :)

And saving the best for last in this long, long post....

We worshipped our Lord and Savior on this special day we set aside
to celebrate His resurrection from the grave - EASTER.

He lives! Hallelujah!

Every Sunday we celebrate the resurrection...but on Easter...it takes
front and center stage.

What a Savior!

An empty tomb!

Angels!

Power over death, hell and the grave!

Because He lives...I will never die...end of the story.
John 11:26.

Andrew

2010-04-02T16:03:00.000-07:00

Tried to post this earlier but google did not cooperate.

Andrew and Elaina

Today is my baby boy's birthday (shhh, don't tell him I called him that). Andrew Jay made his entrance to this world 29 years ago. It's so hard to believe my youngest child is 29.

What can I say about Andrew?

Brilliant...understands concepts I can't even begin to see
Talented...self-taught guitarist, music writer, singer
Creative...designs houses, designs & builds furniture, designs & installs audio-visual systems, creates awesome ppt programs
Tender-hearted...tries to hide this one
Courageous...the meaning of his name - takes a stand for his convictions

This is just a few of the things that make Andrew who he is.

Happy Birthday!
I am SO thankful God sent you to us and I love you dearly!

Object Lesson

2010-03-26T14:34:00.000-07:00

I love object lessons. We tend to think only children benefit from them, but I believe adults do as well. Today, I created an object lesson - accidentally - not on purpose. Here it is...

What do you see?

Two chicken pot pies?

Correct.

But one has a secret....

there is no chicken in it!

What? A chicken pot pie with no chicken?

In my haste, I put the pie together...without the chicken.

You can't tell what's in a pie by looking.

It can look wonderful, delicious...like it's full of chicken...

Lesson?

We can look good on the outside...we can look like we love Jesus...

like we are living for Him.

But...

God looks in our hearts.

What is inside?

Are we full of chicken...or empty?

Blessings!

Baking Today

2010-03-20T13:55:00.000-07:00

Trying to get ahead. I usually wait until Sunday afternoon to make something for our Bible study ladies to enjoy - but always end up rushing around. So...I baked today!

Can't remember where I got recipe - maybe from Vintage Victuals.

Toffee Nut Mini-Muffins

No step by step this time...after all, I am NOT the
Pioneer Woman. They are yummy - lots of butter,
coffee, chocolate covered toffee bits - what's not to
like?

Otherwise, I have prayer walked with my church this
morning, cleaned out the refrigerator and re-organized
one cabinet. All in all, a profitable day and it isn't over
yet!

Blessings!

What's Goin' On?

2010-03-15T06:36:00.000-07:00

What's goin' on? Today I'm ready to share what's goin' on - in me. I've been facilitating the Bible study, "Conversation Peace" taught by Mary Kassian. I went through this study about 10 or more years ago. I've been thrilled, blessed and convicted all over again with God's Word. Needless to say, I need this study about every 6 months, we are such forgetful creatures.

It's amazing that God loves us...that He puts up with us while we are on this journey called LIFE. He is so patient and gracious - forgiving and kind. He keeps working on me day by day. The wondrous thing is that if I will only cooperate with Him - He WILL accomplish His will in me.

So, what's the problem? It is this...

My heart. That's the problem. That's the source of ....

Yep, you got it...the mouth...and not only that, but

Jesus said everything comes out of my heart...my

words...my actions...everything.

Jeremiah says that the heart is deceitful - it lies - and

who can know it? I know the answer! Only God.

So, what's goin' on? A lot of heart cleaning...and a

whole lot of heart "filling" - "Thy Word have I hidden

in my heart, that I might not sin against Thee." (Ps. 119)

Jesus said out of the good treasure of my heart - I can not

only speak right, but do right. So, it's my job to fill my

heart with treasure...to renew it daily...fill myself with His

thoughts.

Thank You, Lord, for not only showing me my sin, but...
for not leaving me there...

for cleansing and forgiveness...

for providing Your Word to fill my heart...

to guide my steps...

to light my path.

"Let the words of my mouth and the thoughts of my heart be pleasing to You,
O Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer." - Psalm 19:14

I'm Game

2010-03-09T07:26:00.000-08:00

Elaina does Getting to Know You Sunday...

I'm game...even tho' it is Monday...and I have no graphics...

1. Are you more of a talker or a listener?
Both. Depends on the group I'm in - I can be quite the talker, even a clown...but in some circles, I definitely become the listener. I am trying to work on my listening skills.

2. Bra. Underwire or wireless?
Underwire, 'nuf said.

3. I wish I was...?
In Little Rock...I know I shouldn't wish my life away...but need to see my kiddos.

4. The Academy Awards were on last night...did I watch?
Nope - I go over and look...usually get disgusted, do not sit and watch.

5. Do you put your deodorant on before or after you dress?
Before...otherwise I would never remember!

6. Would you rather wash dishes or clean toilets?
Seriously???? Dishes, any day of the week and 2x on Sunday!

7. How much did I weigh at birth?
7 lbs. 14 oz.

8. If you could buy one thing for the Spring/Summer season, what would it be?
Something pink - I love pink.

Marshmallows!

2010-03-07T13:22:00.000-08:00

Each week for our ladies Bible study - I make something for them to enjoy. I love trying new things! This week, I made homemade marshmallows and then s'mores. Recipe courtesy of Lick the Bowl Good - a food blog I absolutely love.

I am mimicking Pioneer Woman...here we go!

Ingredients: Sugar, vanilla, gelatin, salt, water, powdered
sugar and cornstarch.

I took a close-up of the big bottle in the back. I want no misunderstandings,
since the bottle looks like many other things...

Yes, it's mexican vanilla - my parents used to bring back when they
went to the valley in Texas.

This is water, sugar, and corn syrup...bubbling away until it reaches 240 degrees!

Combine with water and gelatin and then it's
mixing...mixing...mixing...mixing...12-15 minutes!
Whew! Thank the Lord for Kitchenaid! I began
to worry it would overheat and quit, but it didn't.

Then you spread this fluffy, sticky mixture into a sprayed pan

coated with powdered sugar and cornstarch and leave them

sitting out on the the counter...

And 10 hours later...voila!

marshmallows!!!!

Final step...dipping in chocolate and graham cracker crumbs...

As Rachel says...Yum-o!

And here is a bonus...for free...

one of my new favorites

Peanut Butter 'n Jelly Pie...before Cool Whip...and after!

I'm off to Ladies Bible Study! If I fill my mouth with

good things...it leaves me less time to put my foot in it.

Blessings!

Blessings of the Week

2010-02-26T12:52:00.000-08:00

Last Thursday, I painted my bathroom..

I love it! I have had this leopard shower curtain in a stark white bathroom too long. Everytime I go in now, I just savor the color. It's like a balm to my spirit. (must be a female thing)

Sunday, our anniverary, I played a joke on Jay...he left me an anniversary love note written on our pantry door chalkboard.

Before he could point it out to me...I switched the names making it from me to him!

Poor Jay...he doesn't have a chance.

This week we spent two days at Mt. Magazine Lodge ...

Very nice!!!!!

Fireplace - isn't that what you think of when one says "lodge" and "winter"?

Kitchenette

Bedroom w/jacuzzi (excuse bags and purse).

This was a gift from our congregation for Pastor's Appreciation! We are so blessed.

41 Years

2010-02-21T07:00:00.000-08:00

41 years ago, today, Jay and I married. 41 years sounds like a long, long time. Sometimes, it feels like several lifetimes. What a ride we have had...

Moved to Washington state after only being married 4 months...homesick!!!!
Started our family
Moved to Alaska
Moved back to Washington
Jay called to preach
Moved back to Arkansas
I got saved at Bogg Springs Baptist Camp
Moved to Little Rock to attend seminary
Pastoring
Moved to Alaska again
Moved back to Arkansas
Leading Christian schools
Six children...smile
Moved to Little Rock...again
Pastoring
Children grown, married, grandchildren....smile
Stepping out in faith, leaving pastorate, not knowing where we are going
Moved to the Delta...flat land...crops...cotton
Leaving behind our children...12 grandchildren
Wonderful new church family
As I write this...it's bedtime and we have a broken pipe in the bathroom wall, water everywhere...can't shower...LOL!

A very brief summary of a lifetime of experiences together. I couldn't begin to write them all.
What a rich, wonderful life!

41 years isn't so long....we've many experiences ahead...Lord willing.

My Valentine

2010-02-16T08:02:00.000-08:00

Sunday morning, my sweet hubby said, "Did you see your valentine?" I looked at him with a blank expression that clearly stated, "Say what?" So, he repeated, "Did you see your valentine?" also gesturing toward the doorway. I looked, saw nothing and looked at him again.

Finally, he moved and pointed at the pantry door...

Awww, gotta love him!

Time

2010-02-09T07:19:00.000-08:00

Last week, I watched as my Daddy drew his final breaths. Each pause grew longer and longer, until there was no more. I waited for the next...and it seemed as if time stood still. The next morning, that was the thing that impacted me the most. Time did NOT stand still. Everything went right along as before.

For my Daddy, time stopped. He entered eternity, where there is no time. But for us, the sand is still falling through the hourglass of the lifetime God has set for you and me.

We are commanded to "redeem the time" - buy it back, make it worthwhile. Don't waste any of it, if you can! "Only one life will soon be past - only what's done for Christ will last."

My Daddy

2010-02-04T17:47:00.000-08:00

He was the first man I ever loved Can you see how cool he was? He shaped my life and made me who I am. I was always his little girl and he did every thing he could for me. He could do anything, fix anything and build anything. He was so talented, gifted and smart! I could go on and on with all he was and did, but let me just say that I was proud to be his daughter. He had many names to others, but he was my Daddy.

This week, I had to let my Daddy go....to heaven.

Since we realized Daddy's cancer was terminal, I've had one prayer - for good last days and a quick passing. Tuesday started well, but as the day progressed, his condition deteriorated.

Only later could we see how God led us to make decisions that allowed ...us to have individual final words of love and affirmation and him to pass with dignity in privacy with his family. Not many get to do that in this day and age.

We do not grieve as those who have no hope - our hope is in Christ, our Resurrected Savior. We can only imagine the glorious welcome committee that met Daddy when he arrived: Jesus, his mother and father, his brothers and sisters, and my little one (I'm somewhat jealous that he got to meet her first). We rejoice to know he is no longer in pain.

Right now, we cry - but we smile through our tears as we share stories and more often than not, we end up in laughter, because Daddy enriched our lives. He loved life. He brought laughter and joy in our lives. We miss him so!

And in case you are wondering...God did give him good last days - he made it through his 80th birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas and my brother's birthday party. He also had an unbelievably quick passage into his heavenly reward. God is good!

"Lord, this morning (although it's always morning there), please hug my Daddy, kiss him and tell him I send all my love. I'll see him as soon as I get there!"

A Real Snow Day

2010-01-31T07:32:00.000-08:00

No worship services today...this is truly a "snow day". I always enjoy being off from work, but somehow - being "off" from worshiping with our church body leaves one feeling a little off kilter (I've no idea what a kilter is) - a little empty, something is missing.

Years ago, we would try to get to 'church' no matter the weather. One Sunday, we drove around in a near blizzard just looking for a church that was meeting. Finally had to go home. One memorable Sunday, we attempted to get to our services after an ice event...only to suddenly find ourselves flying down the road sideways and end up centering our hood in a tree! The only injury was my broken wrist, thankfully. We learned something that time. What exactly were we trying to prove?

You've heard people say, "I think God understands." Sometimes, I'll admit, this is an annoying statement. We use this to justify what we want to do. But honestly, God has all the information. Yeah, He understands completely. If I am just making excuses - God knows it - He sees my heart.

Was it wise to drive in a blizzard just to have worship services? Not much. Was it wise to endanger the lives of our family to get to church on the ice? Nope. But it all goes back to the heart. Why do we do what we do? Are we trying to merit favor? Impossible! Are we worried about what others think? Sometimes. Is it that important to gather together in corporate worship? Absolutely! God teaches the importance of the church corporate, in fact, the word church means "a called out assembly". But when we can't assemble, can we worship at home? Yes!

Here's what I see outside this morning - it is 10 degrees, roads are covered in ice.

I wish my camera could pick up the glistening twinkling of the sun on the snow.

My backyard makes me think of being "washed whiter than snow"...

Not a footprint or pawprint!

Lord, I cannot join with my church body and worship today - but I worship You!

I see everything You have made and I am in awe of You! You have covered my

sin with Your blood and washed me whiter than snow. WOW! Thank you, Jesus.

Random thoughts about communicating...

2010-01-25T07:50:00.000-08:00

Well, I am in Little Rock for a couple of days - I will get to see my kids and grandkids!

This is what I enjoyed last night...

Yes, It's Amelia Joy! And she was SO glad to see me - LOL!

We talked and had the best conversation.

That has always amazed me. How a little one starts trying

to communicate as soon as they can. Don't you just love

the ooohs and goos? You talk to them and they work

so hard to talk to you. They desire to communicate!

I believe this is a God-given characteristic.

God's eternal desire and plan is to be with man and to

communicate with us. Glory! I'll never understand why

the God of the Universe has any desire to hear what I have

to say or tell me all about Himself - but He does.

Next time you converse with a tiny 3 month old, remember...

we have a desire to communicate and God desires to communicate

with you and with me.

One day, Jesus will return and I will ever be with him (1 Thess. 4).

The most important decision one can ever make, is to be ready

to go with Him when He comes! Are you ready?????????

A Little Gratitude

2010-01-22T18:56:00.000-08:00

Some of you who know me, know that my dad isn't well. Even though I was with my parents last week, all day Wednesday, I kept feeling this strong feeling that I needed to go to my mom and dad's. I told my husband when I got home from work, "I feel like I need to go to Mom and Dad's when I get off at noon tomorrow" - and of course, he said - "Go". So, I emailed mom, "I'm coming tomorrow. I will spend the night." I got her response and it was full of relief - "I'm go glad you are coming. I need you. We got the hospital bed and the full bed is in the front bedroom - my furniture is everywhere." Her distress was evident.

Then I realized that it was the Lord was impressing me to go - He knew the need and I didn't.

So, today I moved furniture around, packed and put things in storage. (I wish I had a before and after pic!) Now my mom has a neat, and somewhat orderly home again. She feels less overwhelmed and we got to spend the day together. I enjoyed it! I feel like I got to show a just little bit of gratitude for my "raising" - for all my parents have done for me in my life.

Choose LIFE!

2010-01-17T19:06:00.000-08:00

Today is Sanctity of Life Sunday - for 20+ years our family has marched in the Arkansas Right to Life March. When we moved here - it was too far to drive to Little Rock in time for the march, so - we have driven to Memphis the past two years. It has been a disappointment - a bit of a let down, I have to admit. This year, our church led in starting an annual Right to Life march right here in our hometown, for our county and eventually we hope for Northeast Arkansas.

We had a pretty good turn-out for the first. It was wonderful! We so appreciate our people who took it to heart and came, our men who helped load, set-up and re-load the sound equipment. We are excited to see what God is going to do in the years to come. What a privilege to be allowed to be involved in the beginning!

I wish I had a picture to show you! One of our sweet young couples who are expecting, created a poster with the ultrasound of their new baby - it was precious and PERFECT!

God, the life giver, says in Deuteronomy 30:19, "I call to record against you this day, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing; therefore, choose life - that you and your children may live."

Folks, get out of your recliners...get out of your comfort zone...take a stand and choose LIFE!

Let it snow!

2010-01-13T19:29:00.000-08:00

I love snow. Today, I splurged....on...yes...you guessed it...snow! Last week, I visited one of my favorite shops in Blytheville, Sisters, to pick up at item I needed for my Bible Study sign-up table. It was obvious they were in the process of taking down Christmas decor - there were wreaths and things everywhere. As I was leaving, I noticed these "hangings" for want of a better description. I stopped, looked and asked the price. The young lady told me they were marked, but neither she nor I could find the price anywhere. I left, but those hangings have stayed in my mind.

Yesterday, on a whim, I called and asked about them. They called me back and told me they were put away, but they would get some out and they would be 1/2 price. Yay!!! I was sold. Today, I went by
and picked them up and I couldn't wait to get home and put them up. Here they are...

LOL! I can have snow anytime I want, for as long as I want!

I was hoping Jay wouldn't notice...it usually takes him a week or two...but he was only home
for a few minutes when he said, "I see you went back to Sisters." Guilty!

Shall I tackle Proverbs 12?

2010-01-12T21:07:00.000-08:00

It's already past my bedtime...but I've gotten to visit with two of my
grown children tonight...a privilege. You know our children do not
have to call us...or love us...or visit us...or even care about us. It's
a choice they make to continue a relationship they had no choice
about starting. :) I don't know where that all came from.

Proverbs 12:

I need to work on accepting reproof...it isn't feminine to be "brutish"
The righteous are established...putting down roots that hold us in place
As a wife, I can be a crown or cause rotten bones...it's my choice to be virtuous or not
I want to spend more time meditating on verse 5...I think there is something here - the thoughts of the righteous vs. the opinions of the wicked. My first inclination is that opinions are just that - opinions, based on any number of factors. Righteous thoughts must be based on truth, the Word, in order to be deemed righteous thoughts. I need to learn to differentiate between my thoughts (truth) and my opinions.
God values a wise tongue and a good word...they guide, cheer and makes others glad.

All these comparisons and contrasts cause me to examine my heart, my righteousness, my thoughts, my tongue...the value of communicating with God...what comes from it - change and renewal.

Wisdom for Today

2010-01-11T17:46:00.000-08:00

These are things that spoke to me today from Proverbs 11:

The value of righteousness...

It directs my way...keeps me on the straight path
It delivers me
It has a SURE reward...
It gives LIFE...I want to really live
It will be rewarded in the earth - not just in eternity, but in my lifetime

Two things about my mouth...

If I destroy others with my mouth...I am a HYPOCRITE
If I share secrets...I am a GOSSIP

As a woman...

A faithful spirit conceals a matter...
Discretion is more valuable than beauty...I don't want to be a pig with a gold nose ring
A gracious woman has honor...

All Things New

2009-12-31T08:07:00.000-08:00

In a few hours we will usher in the year 2010. Unbelievable. I can well remember all the hubbub about going into 2000, the scares and the unknown of it all. We blinked our eyes, and here it is 2010 already!

I think I need a page makeover. I do love roses but everytime I open it - I want to gag. It is 2010 after all - time for a new page.

Our family is continually new. New members arrived in 2009, Amelia and Millie...

I am reminded that God instructs us to re-new our minds daily. Growing spiritually is a continual process of "new" - how awesome is that.

So, I'll be on the lookout for a new look for this page. Of course, Jill has to help me accomplish it. Somehow, I'm never able to get it all to work. I think it's something to do with age, which we will not discuss right now.

Happy New Year to everyone in blogland!

Finally!

2009-12-28T17:15:00.000-08:00

I have tried to write something for the past 2 weeks...to no avail. Everything sounded quite dry and boring. I haven't done much besides bake and make goodies for Christmas. Some were a hit and many were not touched. But tonight, I have a picture! So, I will post it and show you what I've done in the past little bit.

From the Lick the Bowl food blog, I got a simple recipe for Cinnamon Rolls. They are quite delicious. Here they are!

I'm Addicted

2009-12-17T11:12:00.000-08:00

I confess - if I haven't before ( I can't remember honestly) - I am addicted to recipes. I love to look at recipes, to read recipes, to think about what they might taste like...I'm addicted. I like to try new recipes - that's the fun...seeing what's on the page appear in front of you. When it looks just like the picture - Yay! I rarely taste these creations, so I'm dependent on the feedback of others to determine if it's really tasty or not. I have 100's upon 100's of cookbooks, cooking magazines, printed sheets, torn out pages, recipes cards and handwritten sheets. I could never begin to make them all in my lifetime. Yet, I still see a recipe and I want to stop and read it, examine it - think about how easy or difficult it would be to make. I keep them by my chair in the living room and when I'm free, that's where you will find me...with my recipes. I have recently discovered a new avenue to feed this addiction - food blogs. Oh my goodness! There, I can often see it created step by step - and view the finished product and then read what the blogger world has to say about it! I especially love the holidays as they are an excuse to try recipes I've been admiring. I enjoy reading all types of recipes, but desserts and breads are my favorites. My girls will tell you, I rarely make a recipe exactly as written. Invariably, there is either some ingredient I do not care for, or do not have - so I adjust, leave it out, or use something else! Here's one recipe I tried last week - I did actually taste this one and it's yummy for the Christmas season: Cranberry & Turkey Finger Sandwiches (taken from Taste of the South and adapted, of course!) Bread, with crusts removed (wheat or white, your preference) Sliced Turkey Cranberry Spread (I was making lots for a reception, so I mixed 1 can of wholeberry cranberry sauce with 8 oz. softenend cream cheese - you can adjust this amount and to your own taste) Fresh baby spinach Simply make a sandwich by spreading each bread slice with the cranberry spread - add turkey and pieces of spinach - put together and cut in half diagonally. They are beautiful and tasty. I've always wanted to say this: Bon Appetite! LOL!

Once upon a Holy Night

2009-12-07T16:53:00.000-08:00

Just thought I'd share the project I've been most consumed with for the past month. Our church presented A Walk through Bethlehem this year for the past 3 nights. I can't begin to tell you how hard our people have worked or the passion they poured into every detail. We got to share the gospel through the birth of Christ with 477 people. "Mary" sang Once upon a Holy Night" 19 times and every time my heart was filled and my eyes overflowed. I will post a few pictures...and I hope you will never lose the wonder of our Savior becoming man and being born in a stable...in order to die on a cross in our place. Glory! Hallelujah!

33 Years Ago

2009-12-03T08:46:00.000-08:00

33 years ago today...God gave us Jill Amelyn. What a blessing she continues to be in our lives. This morning we called to sing Happy Birthday to her. This is becoming our birthday tradition - we recently decided.

This year God gave Jill - Amelia Joy - after years of infertility.

What a good mommy she is!

Happy Birthday, Sweet Pillie! I love you!

Sweet Hubby

2009-11-13T06:35:00.001-08:00

Yesterday, I came home to these:

I asked, "What are these for?" (smile) Jay said, "I saw them and realized it's been a long time since I brought you flowers for no reason."

My sweet, sweet hubby.

You know God is like that. He gives us blessings all the time (like a husband who brings flowers) for no reason, except that He is good.

Thank you, Jay, for the beautiful flowers and the love behind them.

Thank you, Father, for a loving husband and all the blessings you give me every day!